Always Ending Up as an Animal Cub

The room was very quiet, and the ship's doctor was fidgeting not far away. The little black dog lay in the man's arms, carefully observing his reaction.

Hei Chenshi seemed unwilling to give up, and raised his hand to touch his right shoulder.
After making sure that there was really nothing underneath, his fingers trembled slightly for a moment, and then he quickly regained his composure.
The movement was very small, and only the little puppy closest to him could see it.

After a long silence, Hei Chenshi spoke calmly: "Besides the right arm, where else is injured?"
He acted very calmly, as if he had not broken his right hand, ❖ Nоvеl𝚒ght ❖ (Exclusive on Nоvеl𝚒ght) but only suffered some skin injuries.
The ship's doctor could not figure out what he was thinking, and hesitated for a long time but still did not know how to speak.

She pointed to the quilt, with a choked voice, "Your two calves are also..."
Hei Chenshi could not sit up yet, and could not check the condition of his legs himself.
He first comforted the ship doctor briefly, and then asked calmly: "Injured or broken?"

The ship doctor wiped his tears, "Amputated."
Hei Chenshi pursed his lips and hummed coldly.
"How is the repair of the Sky Star? Go and call the navigator, the sailor foreman, the gunner, the maintenance captain and the secretary to come for a meeting."

"The explosion should have caused considerable damage to the hull. I need to avoid some areas according to the damage to the hull."
Although the captain has always been calm and rational, the ship doctor did not expect him to be so calm even though he was so injured.
She wanted to tell the captain to take care of himself.

Hei Chenshi shook his head and said that the lower seas were too chaotic. Next, they would pass through the territory of a large pirate group and two naval bases.
They could see at a glance that the hull of the Sky Star was damaged, and they must make corresponding preparations as soon as possible according to the situation.
His demeanor and tone were so calm that the ship doctor subconsciously obeyed his orders.

Before leaving, she thought of another important thing.
"Captain, what are your plans next?"
"What aspect?"
"Physically, while you were in a coma, we discussed three things..."

"Limb regeneration, prosthetic limbs, and wheelchair use?"
The ship's doctor nodded.
Hei Chenshi paused for a few seconds, "Prosthetic limbs, after the meeting, you and the carpenter come to confirm the prosthetic limbs for me. After the wound heals, connect it as soon as possible."

This time the ship's doctor was not led by his thoughts.
She pushed her black-framed glasses and suggested seriously, "Captain, the technology of limb regeneration is already very mature, you can..."
Hei Chenshi interrupted her in a deep voice, "Can you 100% ensure that I will not become a monster after my limbs regenerate?"

Guarantee that your body will not mutate in the next two years. "
"What about after two years. "
The ship's doctor said nothing.

Hei Chenshi narrowed his eyes slowly, and his blue-green eyes stared at the woman at the door with scrutiny.
"Xingxingzi, have you forgotten what happened to the last crew member who tried limb regeneration? He turned into a monster like those clams."
"At least he's still alive and hasn't lost his mind. I went to the basement last week and saw that he was no different from a normal person except for his strange appearance. He can also produce pearls, which adds a lot of income to the ship."

Hei Chenshi's face suddenly darkened, "I said, I'd rather die than turn into that kind of monster! Throw away all the pearls he produces, not a single one is allowed to be used!"
"Don't mention limb regeneration anymore, go find someone quickly, I still need to heal my wounds and rest."
He didn't curse, but his tone and eyes were fierce and intimidating.

The ship's doctor Xingxingzi was startled and hurriedly explained, "I'm not greedy for those pearls, I haven't taken that thing. "
Then he ran out with red eyes to call a meeting.
The door of the ship's doctor's room was closed, and the room fell into silence again.

Hei Chenshi did not look at the little puppy beside him.
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, and pulled the quilt over his head with his only remaining left hand, and curled up in the quilt without moving.
The system watched the whole process and couldn't help but say, "Brother Chen is so awesome, he is not hurt at all. If it were me, I would cry for several days after waking up and finding that I had lost my legs and right hand. 】

'Brother Chen had already... He collapsed, and he wanted to cry, but he was holding it back. ’
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‘Brother Chen is the captain of this pirate ship, the backbone of the team. The pirate ship was damaged, and the captain was seriously injured and unconscious. In addition, there was no one in charge, and the crew was already in a panic. If the captain collapsed immediately after waking up, crying and screaming for death, then this pirate ship would be useless. ’

[Not that bad, right? ]
‘As for the conversation between the two of them just now, you also heard it. The ship is currently in the lower-class waters, which is a gray area and is particularly chaotic. Chaos. In addition, if the Sky Star sails according to the original plan, it will pass through the naval base and pirate territory, and it will be attacked 100%. ’
‘If Brother Chen does not come out to take charge of the situation, it is still a question whether this pirate ship can survive and get out of the inferior sea area. ’

The system understood and muttered that it is really difficult to be a captain.
Yu Tong ignored the system, and got into the bed with his butt sticking out, and got close to Hei Chenshi's head.
He licked the man's cheek, but didn't lick a tear.

Brother Chen didn't cry secretly , this is not normal.
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Since Hei Chenshi learned that he had lost his right arm, the telepathic props have been constantly conveying complex emotions to Yu Tong.

Shock, astonishment, pain, despair.
Strong emotions surged in Yu Tong's heart like a tide, almost drowning him completely.
He understood the reason, and he also understood why Brother Chen pretended to be calm.

But he didn't know how a person on the verge of mental collapse could hold on until now.
This is not like his Brother Chen.
Yu Chen Qing in the depths of Yu Tong's memory couldn't do this, nor could Yun Mingchen, Chen Xi and Chen Yanli.

Before he crossed over, Brother Chen in this world must have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances.
Chen Qing had a very bad childhood, but he spent most of his time with Yu Tong.
The two of them depended on each other for warmth, and they seemed very strong and indifferent, but in fact they had long been accustomed to seeking comfort from each other when they were sad.

Whether it was Yu Tong or Chen Qing, when they were on the verge of collapse, they couldn't help crying.
Because in their cognition, crying was asking for help from their partner. As long as they shed tears, they would receive meticulous care and protection.
Although the three Brother Chens met in the first three worlds would not cry loudly when they were sad, they would shed some tears.

The more Yu Tong looked at it, the more he felt that Black Chen Stone was not so strong that it would not collapse at all.
Observing Brother Chen's reaction and feeling the emotions conveyed by the telepathic props.
A ridiculous idea suddenly arose in Yu Tong's mind.

Perhaps once When Hei Chen Shi cried, someone laughed at him, insulted him, and even beat him.
Hei Chen Shi had a deep psychological shadow on such a common thing as crying.
So even if there was no one in the room, even if he was heartbroken, he would just hide in the quilt and shiver.

He gritted his teeth, not daring to let himself shed a single tear.
Yu Tong could see through Hei Chen Shi's disguise.
He couldn't bear to see Brother Chen like this, he was almost unable to bear it.

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Before the meeting started, Hei Chen Shi relied on the only remaining He used his left arm to prop himself up and keep himself sitting against the wall.
As soon as the crew entered the ship's doctor's room, they saw their captain sitting on the bed with a calm face.

His left hand was outside the quilt, teasing the little black dog casually.
Hei Chenshi seemed to be unaware of the crew's inquiring and concerned eyes, and his voice was as calm and steady as ever.
Even the blue-green eyes flashed with a sharp edge.

The ship's doctor wanted to say something but stopped, and finally couldn't help but say: "Captain, doesn't your wound hurt like this?"
"It hurts, but it's not serious. It's more convenient to sit down for meetings, and the meeting time won't be long, so it won't be a problem. "
Hei Chenshi said that it was okay, but Yu Tong, who was biting his fingertips, could feel his body trembling slightly.

He was shivering in pain, but he didn't let outsiders see anything unusual.
Yu Tong felt that even if he was a pirate captain and needed to calm people and take charge of the overall situation, he didn't need to force himself to this extent.
Unless he subconsciously thought that the ship was very unsafe.

It may not be subconscious, but he knew that there were hidden dangers on the ship.
Only by being strong enough can he rely on the captain's prestige to calm the unstable factors on the ship.
But according to Brother Chen's personality, why would he let those dangers be around him?

Is it because he is not sure about the hidden dangers? What is it?
Or maybe there are too many hidden dangers on the ship, and even Brother Chen can't eliminate them.
After more than an hour of meetings, the next route and destination were arranged. Then the ship's doctor and carpenter worked together to tailor a prosthesis for Hei Chenshi.
After all this, it was already 8 o'clock in the evening.

After dinner, Hei Chenshi lay on the bed for a nap.
He looked very good, like nothing happened, and used his remaining left hand to tease the puppy.
The ship's doctor Xingxingzi came over with a basin of water and offered to help Hei Chenshi wipe his body.

He killed a lot of clam monsters during the day and was blown up with blood all over his body. His body was very dirty and he really needed to wipe it.
Xingxingzi Xingzi is a doctor, so it is normal for her to handle the situation.
Yu Tong understood the reason, but looking at the deviation value stuck at -35, he had a stronger and stronger ominous premonition.

Since he is so disabled, it is impossible for Brother Chen's deviation value not to drop.
Hei Chenshi was holding back a rage, and he was able to stay calm until now, all by gritting his teeth and holding on.
If he is slightly stimulated by the outside world, Hei Chenshi's psychological defense line will easily collapse completely.

At that time, the deviation value will take a big dive, and the villain who seems to be easy to get along with now may become evil to what extent.
According to Yu Tong's understanding, being manipulated by unfamiliar people at the most embarrassing time is something that will make Brother Chen feel embarrassed.
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Brother Chen is very strong-willed and has a strong sense of self-esteem.
When he is fully awake, seeing his incomplete body exposed to the eyes of outsiders will cause secondary damage to Brother Chen's spirit.
It has been less than a day since Yu Tong traveled to this world.

He doesn't know Hei Chenshi and doesn't know if he cares about these things.
However, judging from the series of performances of the villain after waking up, he must care to death.
The most important thing is that he seems to have some psychological shadows.

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Seeing Xingxingzi approaching, Hei Chenshi's face darkened.
He frowned in resistance, "You want to wipe my body?"

The ship's doctor nodded.
"I didn't do anything when I was unconscious."
"I did some simple treatment, but you sweated a lot later. "

Hei Chenshi wanted to turn over and face her, but he couldn't do it after trying for a long time.
His face was covered by his long silver-white hair. He pursed his thin lips tightly, and the light in his eyes dimmed.
Reason told Hei Chenshi that the ship's doctor was just taking care of him.

But it was a torture for Hei Chenshi to watch himself lying in bed like a useless person waiting for someone to take care of him.
The sympathetic eyes of the ship's doctor fell on him, and it was as painful as a needle.
For a moment, Hei Chenshi suddenly realized clearly that he was a disabled person.

Hei Chenshi was useless.
Hei Chenshi's tense body instantly collapsed as if his spine was pulled out.
He looked at the ship's doctor calmly, trying to keep himself calm. Those memories that he didn't want to recall, once again emerged in his mind.

He was like having a nightmare with his eyes open while conscious.
Hei Chenshi originally had a very happy family, his parents were both little pirates.
One day, his mother accidentally broke a leg and became disabled, unable to continue to go to sea to look for treasure.

They were driven off the pirate ship and settled in a nearby small island country.
His mother couldn't make money, so he followed his father to the sea to fish out old things every day.
They didn't have a boat and couldn't go too far from home. There was nothing good to be found near the coast.

No matter how hard Hei Chenshi tried, his family was getting poorer and poorer.
Until one day, his father gave His mother took some medicine and turned her into a razor clam monster.
He said that this method was told to him by the fishermen who went to the sea with him, and many people in this country are using it.

Elderly people with declining physical strength, stupid children, and disabled people who can't work on the land.
They are all burdens to the family and the country.
The only value of existence is to turn into a razor clam monster and continue to produce pearls for the family.

Dad pointed at his mother who was squirming on the ground and told Hei Chenshi that he helped her realize the value of life.
He also asked him to thank his mother for bringing a lot of income to the family.
Since then, the young Hei Chenshi has been very careful every time he goes to the sea.

He is afraid that he will get hurt and become disabled.
By then, he will also become a monster, producing pearls day and night.
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It is not known whether Hei Chenshi's nerves are too tense or the sequelae of the explosion shock have not completely disappeared.
The scene in memory and the scene in front of him
seemed to merge together.

The moment the ship doctor Xingxingzi lifted the quilt, Hei Chenshi's fear reached its peak.
When he was eight or nine years old, he went to the sea to fish for things and twisted his foot on the way home.
Seeing him limping home, his father's turbid eyes suddenly became unusually bright.

He pressed him hard on the dining table and said excitedly in his ear, "You are disabled. According to the laws of this country, you have to contribute to this family.
"Don't blame dad, there's nothing he can do. This is the country's requirement, and you don't want dad to go to jail, right?
In the memory, the younger self was still trying to explain to the man. He said he was not disabled, but just sprained his ankle, and he would be fine after a few days of rest.

No one listened to his explanation, and no one came to save him.
He could only see his father's greedy eyes and his mother spitting out pearls.
Hei Chenshi barely broke free from his memories, and he turned his body to hide his broken right arm.

He didn't want to become like his mother.
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Seeing that the captain no longer protested, the ship's doctor Xingxingzi unbuttoned his shirt and took a wet towel to wipe his body. .

Yu Tong squatted on the quilt, tilting his head to watch.
From his angle, he could clearly see that Brother Chen's lowered eyes were full of unconcealed fear.
As Xingxingzi wiped, the fear in Heichenshi's eyes became deeper and deeper.

The strong emotions transmitted by the telepathy made Yu Tong breathless.
Damn it, it's better to be smelly than to cause secondary damage to Brother Chen's spirit.
Xingxingzi quickly wiped his upper body and raised his hand to continue to lift the quilt down. The captain's breathing suddenly became more rapid.

Xingxingzi thought that the captain was not used to such contact with women, and while twisting the towel, he said: "How about I call Tianluo and let him wipe your lower body?
The captain didn't say anything, and his state seemed a little wrong.
Xingxingzi was about to turn his head, and the little black dog, who had been honest all the time, suddenly jumped to the bedside and yelled at her wildly.

At the same time, he grabbed the towel she used to wipe the patient's body and threw it to the ground with force.
Xingxingzi picked up the towel with a cold face, and the puppy grabbed it and threw it down again.
After a while, the ship's doctor became a little impatient.

"If you continue to be so ignorant, there will be no meat bones to eat tonight.
"I am wiping your master's body, you...
Before she finished her words, the puppy suddenly pounced and hit the washbasin hard.

The washbasin was originally placed unsteadily, and it was hit by the puppy with all its strength, falling directly off the bed and falling to the ground.
"Black Pearl, why are you so naughty!
"Woof, woof, woof!" The noisy sound awakened Hei Chenshi from his nightmare-like memories.

He turned his head and saw a coal-black puppy standing in front of him as a guardian. He yelled like crazy at Xingxingzi beside the bed.
Hei Chenshi was silent for a moment, raised his hand and knocked the little black dog, "Stupid thing, why are you stopping her? She's not going to hurt me.
The little puppy, who was very fierce just now, immediately turned around and hummed at him in a baby voice. The short little tail was shaking quickly behind him.

Xingxingzi sighed and walked over with another clean towel.
The memory was interrupted by the little puppy, and Hei Chenshi's confused brain became a little clearer.
Realizing that he was not in the right state, he glanced at the ship doctor, "Come and wipe my body in a few days.

Xingxingzi nodded in response, but his feet did not stop moving.
Yu Tong was about to bark at her to scare her.
The system, which had been silent all the time, suddenly asked in confusion: [Xiao Yuyu, is the ship doctor a good person? ]

'From her performance, it is unlikely that she is a bad person. What's wrong? '
[Well... then why did she hide a syringe under the towel? ]!