As Far As My Arms Can Hold You

Chapter 6: The Second Test



Three days later

Another envelope arrived

This time, Maya didn't tell anyone

She waited until Leo fell asleep

She poured a glass of wine she didn't finish

And then she opened it

A second DNA test

Private

Independent

Not run by Jason

Not known by Rafael

She had sent it in secret

Because something about Clara's call wouldn't leave her alone

Now she read the result

And her hands went numb

Jason was not Leo's father

The first test had been wrong

Or rigged

Or sent to the wrong address

She didn't know

But this one

This one was direct

And clear

99.97% match: Rafael Ortiz

She put the paper down

Stared at it

Stared right through it

Outside

The city hummed

Inside

Her world fell silent

And then

She picked up her phone

First

She texted Jason

> "Don't come tomorrow. I need space."

Then

She texted Rafael

> "Come at 8. Alone. Don't ask."

8:00 AM

Rafael arrived

Eyes tired

Hands in his pockets

He stepped inside carefully

Like the ground might fall apart beneath him

Maya stood by the table

No coffee

No greetings

Just the paper

She handed it to him

He read it once

Then again

And he didn't say anything

He just sat down slowly

Lowered his head

Pressed his hands together

"I knew it," he whispered

"I knew it."

Maya watched him

Her arms crossed

"I don't know what happened with the first test

Maybe someone interfered

Maybe it was just a lab mistake

But this one… this one is solid

I had it verified twice."

He looked up

"Jason doesn't know?"

"No."

"You're going to tell him?"

"Yes. But not yet."

Rafael leaned back

"I'm not sure what hurts more

Losing him

Or getting him back like this."

Maya sat across from him

"You never really lost him."

"No," he said

"But now I know what it means to almost have nothing."

Jason came by at 9:00 anyway

Knocked

Waited

No answer

He didn't text

Didn't call

He just stood there

Until Maya opened the door slowly

He saw her face

And he knew

"You ran a second test," he said quietly

She didn't reply

He nodded

A small, broken nod

"I'm not the father," he said

Flat

No question in it

"No."

Jason looked down

Then to the side

Then back at her

"I loved him anyway," he said

"You know that, right?"

"I do."

"Then what am I now?"

Maya's jaw clenched

"I don't know."

He stepped forward

Just one step

"Don't push me out."

"I'm not."

"Yes, you are."

"No, Jason. The lie pushed you in. The truth is just putting things back where they belong."

Silence

He swallowed

Eyes burning

"I still want to be there."

"Then prove it," she said cold

"Not with words. With action. Show up. Even when you're no longer the chosen one."

Jason stepped back

Fighting everything inside him not to explode

"I'll try," he said

"I'm not sure I can

But I'll try."

Then he turned

Walked away

Slower than before

Heavier

Later that night

Maya sat on Leo's bed

Watched him sleep

Then whispered

"I almost gave you the wrong man."

She kissed his forehead

And said the only thing she truly knew anymore

"You don't belong to either of them

You belong to yourself

But I will fight for whoever fights for you."

And in her chest

Finally

No confusion

Just one promise

The truth doesn't end things. It reveals who deserves to stay.

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Maya hadn't fully closed the door

Jason's footsteps had just started to fade

But then he came back

No knock

No pause

He pushed the door open

His face was different now

Not angry

Not desperate

But suspicious

"You sure this is about Leo?" he said quietly

Maya stared at him, her jaw tight

"Leave, Jason. We're done talking."

"No. Not yet. Because I know you ran a second test. And I know you used a private lab. One with no official record."

Maya said nothing

Her hands clenched at her sides

Jason stepped in

Closed the door behind him

Slowly

Deliberately

"So I'll ask again, Maya… are you sure this is about Leo? Or is this about you not being able to face who's willing to stay—and who's just crawling back out of guilt?"

Maya almost slapped him

But didn't

She stood there

Still

Eyes locked

"I don't owe you anything," she said

Low

Controlled

Jason laughed

A short, bitter sound

"You think truth stands on its own? It doesn't. Truth needs context. And you—you're stripping it of all context."

He stepped closer

Now just two steps away from her

"You're scared I'll stay. Because that would mean you'd have to forgive me. And you're not ready for that."

Maya stared back

Cold

But her breathing was uneven

"I'm scared Leo will get hurt. That's it."

Jason held her gaze

Searching her eyes

Then he spoke—soft, but sharp

"You know what hurts most? Not losing Leo. But realizing you never wanted me in his life to begin with. Even after I came back. Even before the first results. I was just your emergency exit."

Maya closed her eyes

Just for a second

Then opened them again

"You weren't there when he was born. You weren't there when I was alone. You weren't there, Jason. Don't blame me for not giving you a place you never earned."

Jason inhaled deeply

His chest rose and fell once

"I'm here now," he said

"Good. But now isn't enough."

Jason looked down

Then back up slowly

"If you want me to leave, I'll leave. But not because I'm giving up. Because I know this isn't about me convincing you. It's about you learning how to let someone stay without running."

Maya didn't respond

Not right away

Then, finally, she said

"Go."

He nodded once

Didn't fight her

But just before stepping out

He paused

"I'll wait. Even if you don't believe I will."

Then he left

This time without slamming anything

Without trying to win

Just silence

And for the first time in days

Maya sat down and whispered

"I don't know if I want you t do

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Maya hadn't moved since Jason left

She sat at the kitchen table

Back stiff

Hands in her lap

Eyes fixed on the wall

The apartment was locked

But her mind wasn't

Jason's words replayed

Not the arguments

But the way he said them

The way he waited

Like he expected her to break

She stood slowly

Walked to Leo's bedroom

He was asleep

Curled up with his stuffed toy

His face soft and peaceful

Untouched by any of this chaos

Maya leaned in

Kissed his forehead

"I'm sorry," she whispered

"Not because I was wrong… but because you're the one who will carry all of this."

Her phone buzzed

Clara

She declined the call

It rang again immediately

Then a message came through:

> "Maya. You need to know. Luna told me something about Jason. I don't think you know it."

Maya read it three times

Then finally pressed Call

Clara answered on the first ring

"I can't stay silent anymore," she said quickly

"It's about Luna. The last few days."

Maya sighed

"Clara, I'm tired."

"I know. But listen."

Silence

Then Clara spoke

"She told me she was scared Jason would remember. Something about that day. The day she got pregnant."

Maya froze

Then asked quietly

"Which day?"

Clara swallowed

"The cabin. Three weeks before she broke up with Rafael."

Maya went still

Her legs felt weak

"Jason… was there?"

"Yes. Luna never told anyone. But I knew. She said it was a mistake. But she also said—Jason knew. And he pretended not to."

Maya's world stopped

The air around her felt colder

"Clara… do you realize what that means?"

"I do. Jason might've known from the beginning. That Leo could be his. But he waited. He ran. And now he's back acting like this is all new."

Maya shut her eyes

The pressure in her chest was real

Pounding

Her voice came out low

Flat

Dead calm

"He lied."

"I think he did."

"And he let Rafael think he had a second chance."

"Yes."

Maya stood

Walked back into the living room

Her hands shaking

All this time

She thought she was choosing between two broken men

But now she saw it

One was broken

The other was calculated

She stared at her phone

Jason's name still at the top of the screen

She didn't call

She didn't text

She just whispered one thing into the silence

"This changes everything."

Jason knocked on Maya's apartment door one hour later

He didn't wait for permission

He knew Maya already knew

He knew Clara had talked

The door opened slowly

Maya stood there

Her face unreadable

Jason raised his hand

"Can I come in?"

"You can," she said flatly

"But don't lie."

He stepped inside

Closed the door

Stood in the silence of a room he had no right to be in

"What did Clara tell you?" he asked quietly

Maya didn't blink

"Say it yourself. Did you know Leo might be yours?"

Jason exhaled

"Maya… I…"

"Say it. Yes or no."

Silence

Then he nodded

Slowly

Heavy

She stepped back

Let out a small laugh

But there was no humor in it

"You waited all this time? Waited until Luna was dead? Until Rafael believed he had a family? Until I—what? Moved on?"

"It wasn't like that—"

"Then what was it? Be honest, Jason."

"I was scared," he said

"I was afraid that if I came to you and said Leo might be mine… you'd shut me out again."

"So you let Rafael raise him. You let me build this life around a lie you knew the whole damn time."

Jason stepped forward

"I love Leo."

"How long have you known?"

He clenched his jaw

"Four years."

Maya closed her eyes

Four years

Four years he let her carry the weight of something he could've faced

When she opened her eyes, they were steel

"I want you to leave."

"Maya—"

"Now. Leave."

"I'm not walking away. Not again."

"You won't get the chance to."

Jason lowered his head

"I'll wait."

He walked to the door

Opened it

Paused just long enough to say

"I'm sorry."

"Too bad," she said

"Sorry doesn't undo years of silence."

He left

The door clicked shut

Maya didn't move for a long time

Then slowly walked to Leo's room

He was still asleep

Breathing soft

She knelt by the bed

Brushed his hair back

Then whispered, more to herself than to him

"Now I know who was with me. And who was just visiting."

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