Desires & Heresy

Chapter 17: Empty Prayers



The chapel was silent.

A hundred candles flickered across the stone walls, their soft glow casting wavering halos over the marble floor. The scent of aged parchment and sacred oils lingered in the air, mixing with the faint traces of incense that had long since burned away.

At the center of it all, kneeling before the grand altar, Eleanor.

Her body was still, but tension rippled beneath the surface. Her thighs pressed together beneath the heavy folds of her ceremonial robes, the fabric molding against her legs as she shifted slightly.

Her hands clasped tightly, fingers digging into her own skin. The high-collared robes framed the curve of her chest, rising and falling with slow, controlled breaths. The fabric, pulled taut over her figure, shifted subtly with each inhale, the golden embroidery shimmering with the motion.

She had been here for hours.

Days, even.

She had not stepped outside since she found the discrepancies in the church's ledgers. She had not visited the sick, nor spoken to the people who sought her blessings. She had done nothing but kneel, hands folded, lips murmuring prayers that felt emptier with each passing hour.

Her back remained straight—disciplined as always—but the strain in her muscles betrayed her. Beneath the weight of her robes, the slight arch of her spine pressed subtly against the fabric, the tension lingering in the small of her back.

The soft press of fabric clung to her form, accentuating the slight rise and fall of her chest as she inhaled deeply, seeking some form of divine clarity.

But none came.

Only silence.

A voice drifted from the shadows.

"How much longer will you pray for an answer that never comes?"

Eleanor's golden eyes snapped open.

She did not turn immediately. She had felt it before—the presence lingering at the edges of her solitude. The same presence that had come every night, speaking words she had not asked for yet could not ignore.

Her lips parted in a slow exhale, the movement barely noticeable. She tightened her grip, nails digging faint crescents into her own palm, the only outward sign of strain.

"If you have come to mock my faith, High Priest Zion, you may leave."

Zane chuckled softly.

Not amused—just patient.

"Mock?" His voice was low, smooth, slipping through the stillness of the chapel like the warm glow of candlelight. "Eleanor, I have done nothing but watch over you."

She heard the soft rustle of his robes as he stepped closer. The air carried the faint scent of him—something clean, yet unplaceable. The warmth of his presence lingered just behind her, but he did not touch her.

Not yet.

[Velvet Whispers (Activated)]

"You have spent a week in this hall," he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. "And yet, the gods remain silent."

Eleanor swallowed.

Her throat was dry.

She did not move as he circled—slow, deliberate. The candlelight flickered, casting shadows over him, but she felt him more than saw him. The heat of his presence, the way the air itself seemed to shift when he moved. He wasn't touching her, but her body still tensed in anticipation.

"Eleanor… the people need you. But I see you suffering. This is not the woman they look up to."

The words made something tighten deep within her chest. She exhaled slowly, pressing her lips together as she stared at the grand altar before her. The towering figure of Lunara's divine statue loomed above, its radiant eyes carved into the marble with unwavering faith.

Faith that should have felt absolute.

Faith that should have filled her with clarity.

But all she felt was…

Uncertainty.

Her breath hitched—just barely—but it was enough.

Zane moved closer—not touching, but near enough that she could feel the faint warmth of him at her back. His voice dropped even lower, just enough to brush against her skin like a ghost of a touch.

[Velvet Whispers (Activated)]

"The gods do not speak in words, High Priestess… but through those they send to guide us."

A single breath.

That was all it took.

For the first time, her posture faltered—just slightly. Her shoulders, always poised, always straight, softened under the weight of exhaustion. The golden embroidery of her robes shimmered as she shifted, the fine fabric stretching over the gentle curve of her waist.

Zane watched.

Waited.

And then, just as smoothly as he arrived, he stepped back.

The warmth at her back vanished. Eleanor exhaled, slow and controlled, though the tightness in her chest did not ease.

Eleanor exhaled a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. She turned her head, half-expecting to find him still there. But when she glanced over her shoulder—

Nothing.

He was gone.

It happened again the next night.

And the next.

Every evening, she remained in the chapel, trapped in prayer. And every evening, he would appear.

Never staying long.

Never pressing her.

Just whispering.

Each night, his words lingered longer than before. Each night, they chipped away at the faith she had spent a lifetime building.

"If faith was enough, why does corruption thrive in these halls?"

"You carry too much alone. Let me help you, just this once."

"I fear for you more than I fear for myself. Watching you like this… it pains me."

She never responded.

But she never told him to stop.

She never turned him away.

And that was all he needed.

Seven days passed before she finally broke.

The night was colder than the last. The wind seeped through the high cathedral windows, making the candle flames shudder. Eleanor sat in her private quarters, the dim glow of lanterns reflecting off the polished wooden desk before her.

For the first time in over a week, she had opened the financial ledgers once more.

Her golden eyes traced the numbers, the careful, controlled script of recorded donations. But all she saw were inconsistencies. Sums of gold that had vanished. Offerings redirected.

This was not an accident.

She knew it now.

She could no longer pray for an answer. She could no longer sit in silence and wait for the gods to grant her wisdom.

Eleanor stood, the fabric of her robes pulling against the curves beneath before settling around her again. The golden sash cinched at her waist went taut, then loosened as she moved. Her breath remained steady—controlled—but the faint pulse at her throat betrayed her.

She did not remember crossing the halls. She did not remember knocking on the heavy wooden door of his chambers. But when the door opened—when amber eyes met hers, calm and waiting—

She knew why she had come.

"I've decided," she said, voice quiet but unwavering. "I will investigate in secret. But I can't do it alone."

Her fingers curled into the silk of her sleeves.

Her next words were heavier than she expected.

"Will you help me?"

[Eleanor Corruption: 18%]

[Progression Reward: +4 Holy Influence]

Silence stretched between them.

Then—slowly, effortlessly—Zane smiled.

A knowing smile. A patient smile.

A smile that had been waiting for this moment.

Checkmate.

[Time Left: 3 months, 26 days]


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