If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love

125 – 10 – Girls in Love END

Episode 125

“You already knew, right?”

“…”

I couldn’t know.

What kind of feelings does Jin Yeo-reum have for a man named Seon Tae-yang?

Even when Song Yo-han spoke passionately about vocals during training and asked for concentration, his eyes were focused on Sun Taeyang, who was briefly passing by beyond the window.

I have seen the subtle changes up close and see how their expressions change whenever they talk about Seon Taeyang.

I saw how calm and emotionless she was, so sometimes she seemed like a ghost, but how lively she could be.

Hiding it was impossible from the beginning.

However, neither of them said anything and pretended not to know.

The moment you reveal it, you will definitely have to collide with it.

But that deception has now come to an end.

Ga Eul accepted that she couldn’t just ignore it and ignore it.

“Okay, thank you for being honest. “I understand your feelings.”

Even if we collide.

“That’s because I also like Taeyang oppa.”

The emotions that bloomed like dandelions went beyond the yellow flowers in full bloom and became spores swimming throughout the heart of autumn.

The autumn sky was already full of those seeds.

She was also in love.

“To be more honest, I don’t think it’s enough to simply say that I like you. Yes, I love Taeyang oppa. … So much so that I’m afraid to imagine life without Taeyang. But I also know that I shouldn’t express these feelings now. That’s because we are idols about to debut.”

What they were supposed to become idols.

In recent years, there has been an increasing trend in the culture of respect for the private lives of idols, but it is a clear fact that entertainment and love embraced by idols are closer to harm than good.

Moreover, for girls who haven’t even debuted yet, it was completely poisonous.

“I know, too, that my feelings will only be a hindrance to Team Leader Seon and to us Two Bears.”

Summer also knew it well.

“But that doesn’t mean I want to treat this feeling as something that doesn’t exist and suppress it. No, to be honest, I can’t. … No matter how hard I tried to hold back, I couldn’t.”

“Summer…”

I knew it. I understood.

That’s why Ga Eul couldn’t even say anything. Because she was like that too.

When she came to her senses, the fluttering fluttering of her heart was flooding her surroundings.

Autumn was also unbearable.

When she came to her senses, she was running wild from her maddening urge toward the sun.

Instead of autumn, it was the middle of winter that she had to speak out.

“… Summer, I feel like it’s inappropriate for me to do something like this, but shouldn’t we just endure it a little longer?”

“… Yes, winter is holding you back. “More than anyone else.”

“… “Me?”

Just as Winter was about to ask Jin Yeoreo what those words meant, Jin Yeoreum asked Yu Ga Eul.

“Is it okay if I ask you one question, Gaeul?”

“… Huh? Oh, it’s okay.”

After asking Yu Ga-eul’s permission, Jin Yeo-reum took a deep breath and lifted her veil.

“How did you find out about the place where you spent time with Team Leader Sun?”

“That… On my way back from busking, I happened to…”

“The place where Gaeul was busking is more than an hour away. It’s a long way from work. “She happened to stop by a cafe in a place like that?”

“…”

Autumn was silent. And that was a sufficient answer.

“… Okay, I won’t ask any more about what the method was.”

Looking at Yu Ga-eul, unable to answer and just shaking, Midwineul opened her mouth again.

“That’s from Gaeul…”

“Midwinter.”

In most conversations, Jin Yeoreum played the role of a listener who calmly listened to what the other person said.

But now, uncharacteristically, she cut off her midwinter words resolutely.

Winter felt like such a deep summer. There was enthusiasm in her voice as she spoke her words coldly and calmly. As if he was angry.

“The strangest thing right now is you.”

“… Me?”

“Yes, you.”

“…”

“I think it’s healthy to blame myself for creating the dissonance. I also agree with the reason. But there is something about your behavior that I cannot understand.”

“… “Something you don’t understand?”

“Why do you keep trying to defend Ga Eul? … No. This is wrong. Why do you keep holding on?”

“Well, is it for everyone’s benefit to be patient? .”

“Are you included in all of them?”

“…”

Seeing Midwinter unable to answer those words, Jin Yeoreum bit her lower lip strongly.

And I let out all the emotions I had been suppressing at once.

“Winter. You are strange I make time between Gaeul and Team Leader Seon, and when I get a chance to talk, I try to hand it over to Gaeul, and even when I’m with Team Leader Sun, I bring up the story about Gaeul first , or Gaeul and Team Leader Seon talk about it together. You have to force yourself to stay so you can stay, or you have to avoid the place. … What is it. That’s strange. “Why are you helping Gaeul when you’re so patient?”

“That… , That’s because Teacher Taeyang feels comfortable talking to Gaeul. Although Teacher Taeyang doesn’t show it often, she relies on Gaeul, who is her oldest sister. And because it is the help I can give to Gaeul. So, for the two of you…”

“You like Team Leader Seon too!”

“…”

Midwinter thought that he had to deny Jin Yeoreum’s words.

She said that now, she must endure this feeling if she is to remain by Sun Taeyang’s side in any form, as she wants. But she couldn’t bear to say it.

That’s right, she could never fool that heart.

“…”

So silence was the best she could do.

Even though everyone knows the meaning of that silence.

Seeing her friend’s frustrated expression, Yeoreum spoke as if she was vomiting without even being able to cool down her anger.

“I’m not dissatisfied with Gaeul. On the contrary, I think that pure emotion is endearing even to me, a woman like her. Gaeul’s appearance like that is very natural. In fact, I have no intention of stopping location tracking or stalking. Honestly, I’m not stopping you, I want to do it too!”

Oh Yu-ri, who was quietly watching the situation in the corner, asked, ‘No, no matter how much you think about it, it’s a crazy statement, why are they nodding their heads?’, But everyone ignored it and continued talking. . .

“… But, winter, you are different, you shouldn’t be like that.”

“I am… I’m fine.”

“No! It’s not okay at all. Because it would hurt you so much. Because it will leave scars that will never be erased. “The feelings you have aren’t light enough to be suppressed like that, are they?”

That wasn’t something to say to someone who was in love with the same person.

It was something I said to a friend I communicate with, rely on, and dream the same dream.

I have seen Jin Summer. And I understood.

It depicts the yearning that winter embraces, the deep self-loathing, and the defense mechanism created by that twisted mind.

If we leave winter like that, she will definitely break down. I was sure of that.

That’s right, that’s how Jin Yeoreum felt.

“Someday.” I will confess this feeling to Team Leader Seon. And at that moment, I hope that the team leader doesn’t take it as a deviation or embarrassing behavior from the manager’s perspective. Rather than it being a bothersome thing to deal with, I want to leave a feeling of excitement and worry for Team Leader Sun. And I want to connect in the end.”

Simply expressing one’s feelings was not enough. In the end, she hoped Sun Taeyang would accept her feelings. She shouldn’t have stopped for that. I shouldn’t have to endure alone, twisted by a sense of alienation, during a time when winter and fall are more time for interaction.

That was why she did this little deception, even if it created strife and strained her relationships.

Jin Yeoreum wanted to leave herself in Seon Taeyang’s heart

“Aunt Gaeul, I’m sorry about what happened. I understand your concerns. It must have seemed like a shady intention to monopolize the team leader just for my own greed. … Actually, it’s not that different. But that won’t work. So I promise. I won’t do something stupid to block Two Bear’s future just to get ahead. Because I want to succeed with everyone at Two Bear. Because I absolutely cannot allow myself to become an obstacle.”

Jin Yeoreum didn’t just like Seon Taeyang. She liked everyone here at Two Bear, including Cheon A-ram, Seo Su-yeon, Lee Hye-rin, Song Yo-han, Seok Hyeon-woo, Han Gyeoreul, Yoo Ga-eul, and the new kid named Oh Yu- ri.

I wanted them to be happy. I wanted to do it for them.

Nevertheless, there was something I couldn’t give up.

“But as long as it doesn’t get in the way, it won’t stop you from making a little time like you are doing now. … “I don’t want to fall behind.”

“…”

“So, you too face the middle of winter properly. Don’t give up in advance because it won’t work out anyway or you won’t get along with Team Leader Seon. Instead of compromising and saying it’s okay just to sit next to him, prepare to have your feelings clash one day.”

Jin Yeoreum forced the corners of her trembling mouth to smile and spoke to Midwinter.

“If you don’t, you’ll regret it.”

Even though she knew that by saying this, she could end up regretting it later.

***

After finishing speaking, Jin Yeoreum left her training room to gather her emotions, but the place was filled with silence.

“…”

Yu Ga-eul also knew what Jin Yeo-reum pointed out. What Midwinter was thinking and what the series of actions she gave herself meant. She was not sure at the time when Midwinter declared to support her love her, but gradually she became convinced of its full meaning.

Nevertheless, she accepted winter’s favor out of sheer inertia. This is because the time with Sun Taeyang that occurred through that goodwill was so sweet.

So, in her opinion, she was the worst person here.

Yu Ga-eul, trembling with guilt, apologized as if she were begging Gyeol-won.

“I’m sorry, Winter. I really…”

But Winter didn’t hear her apology. The only thing that lingered in my mind was Jin Yeoreum’s warning that I would regret it one day.

“I am Teacher Taeyang… ” .”

In that winter, I was lost in thought and muttering as if I was lost.

New trainee Oh Yuri, who watched the whole scene from a corner, gave a general review without anyone noticing.

“I failed the group assignment.”

Before her debut, three crazy time bombs were dropped in front of her: her trainee colleague liked her manager.

Without exaggeration, it was a completely ruined situation.