If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love

83 -6 – Teacher Taeyang END

Episode 83

After giving an adequate explanation to Ga-hyeon, I took Gyeol-ri and got into the company car.

When I think about how winter looks quite dangerous, one day… No, I wanted to let her rest for about three days, but since she was in the middle of an important recording called Girl 100, I had to take her back to her dorm.

I’m sorry, Winter, for being such a bad adult.

However, it was not my intention to not provide help or to ignore Gyeoreum’s concerns.

That’s why I asked her.

“So what was the reason you came here?”

“…”

“I don’t mean to say anything. “Winter knows what kind of child you are, so what can I say about something like that?”

Actually, leaving without permission from Girls 100 wasn’t something that could be described as ‘barely’, but that’s what I said.

“It’s because I’m worried. Considering that he came to me and not someone else, I wonder if there is something I can do to help.”

“…”

“So, please tell me comfortably, I can’t say that I handled the problem neatly, but how did I manage to resolve it every time? I’ll try my best this time too. “If winter is something you worry about.”

Winter, who was lowering her head, slightly lifted her face and spoke while looking at me.

“… Even in my opinion, this is an absurd story. “It’s an absurd and nonsensical story.”

“But if you don’t tell me, I can’t help you. “I want winter to help you.”

Just say it. Winter.

Even if I’m involved in a crime, I need to know first so I can take care of it.

Sometimes, irresponsible people think that if they don’t speak up, the problem will go away, but that’s not true.

It explodes later and you can’t deal with it anymore.

Still, I hope it’s not assault, fraud, theft, murder, pregnancy, bullying, drugs, cult, drunk driving, or hate speech.

… When I think about it, there are a lot of things that don’t work.

Please, Winter, I hope you are a little more passive when it comes to accidents like you always do.

“You’ll think it’s a joke. Even if you don’t, you’ll be disappointed because it’s not a big deal. You might be angry that you made this happen with just that. … “I’m sorry.”

“You will never be disappointed. “I won’t be angry.”

Rather, it is a welcome statement. It didn’t seem to be as big an accident as I expected.

“Oh, I might get a little angry, … Maybe a lot. “If it was someone’s malicious intent that made you like that, I don’t think you’d be able to calm down.”

If there’s a guy who messed with us, we’ll just have to smash his leg with a club.

Winter looked at me with blank eyes as I said that and said.

“I had a dream. No, rather than a dream, it felt like I was seeing the future.”

You saw the future too?

Is there another returner following Summer?

… But I shouldn’t get used to this, but why does it feel familiar?

No. Let’s calm down, Winter might be mistaken.

“What kind of future did you see?”

“… “Do you believe this?”

“I always believe in you. From the moment I first saw it.”

“…”

Winter lowered its head again and avoided my face.

“… Thank you.”

The voice of her was full of moisture.

I patted her back gently.

After some time passed, Winter regained her composition and spoke.

“It felt like the future when Teacher Taeyang didn’t take me from SS.”

… Why are you looking at that?

“I debuted in SS as one of the members of Alcest. … And as you know, I was being bullied. Even though quite some time has passed since I officially debuted.”

What Winter saw seemed similar to what I had previously seen as fragments of the future.

I didn’t doubt that.

There are people like me who benefit from the management system, and there are people like Cheon A-ram who can tell the dark intentions of others by smell, so why can’t there be people who can see the future?

However, I wondered why winter suddenly came and I was able to see the future.

… How do you think this has something to do with me? Isn’t it more likely that winter suddenly came and that it was influenced by me rather than gaining the ability to see the future? Same goes for Yeoreum’s case.

Oh, is that really true?

I remembered that before negotiating with Sunye Kim today, I used Memory of Possibilities and a message popped up saying it was used on the right target.

[‘Memory of Possibility’ was used on an appropriate target.]

When Winter came running to me in shock after seeing that memory, it seemed like she was right.

No, but what is the appropriate object? Show Winter the future?

First of all, it seemed necessary to check what Winter heard.

“Can you tell me in detail for a moment?”

“Yes, I will tell you everything, everything.”

Winter began that long story.

“… My memories are vague ever since I heard the news. As I was just walking through the snow, I came across a funeral hall, and there I saw a photo of Teacher Taeyang’s portrait.”

Winter’s story was quite shocking.

I thought she had seen the same scenes I had seen in fragments of her future, but hearing her tell the story of her she made me feel like she had seen the future in greater length and detail.

To be precise, it felt like it was an emotional sharing rather than information.

… By the way, if I hadn’t taken out Winter at that time, would she have died?

Should I call this fortunate or scary?

It was a strange feeling that I couldn’t describe.

… Now that I think about it, why are you showing this to Gyeolm and making him so anxious?

If you had quietly written it to me, nothing would have happened, right?

Hmm, are you angry?

It won’t work. In the future, quests that require memories of possibility as a reward are scary no matter how good the content is.

As I completed all the quests that came up, I felt like this b*stard was full.

It seemed like the time had come to remember the original intention, when the quest completion rate was approaching 7%.

Let’s get disciplined. Damn Taechang.

While I was thinking about random things, Winter was crouching down with her hands on both sides of her shoulders, trembling and muttering.

“When I saw that picture, it felt like something inside me broke down, and I kept screaming over and over. I was scared. I was afraid. I hated it. I was lonely. And I hated myself for being so foolish and helpless, unable to do anything else than scream…”

“Stop.”

I clearly understood that she was now in an unstable state of mind.

They say they saw me suddenly die after building up a strong friendship, and it was worth it.

… Still, it was difficult to listen any further.

I brought up the story that I had never brought up in front of winter.

“Winter, do you like yourself?”

Winter has low self-esteem. That too.

I thought it was the influence of foresight. She attributed her childhood to the influence of her parents and her grandfather, who had failed to inform her in forming her personal relationships. So she said she couldn’t do anything about winter and chose to comfort her.

But considering the days she has to endure in the future, it shouldn’t be like that.

Therefore, in the name of consideration, she pretended not to know and asked that question.

Winter looked at me with her shaking eyes and said firmly and coldly.

“… No. “I don’t like myself.”

“Why?”

“Well, I’m stupid, I don’t have any sense, and I can’t approach anyone… , Passive! Too scared! It’s boring… !”

“I like you.”

“… Yes?”

Winter looked at me in surprise.

My face her her her, which had been pale and cold, began to heat up.

I straightened her disheveled hair and spoke more firmly than ever.

“I might hate you. Winter, you are such a kind person that you would rather hate yourself than hate someone else. … Still, I want you to know that you are a very lovable person.”

I thought she had the talent to be her best idol.

And the talent of an idol is the talent of receiving love.

This must be known.

“You might be anxious. You might be suspicious. So it may become very difficult to like yourself.”

“… I already don’t like myself. Rather, I hate people named Midwinter.”

“Then I will like you that much more. “I will always be a fan who supports you.”

“…”

If her her winter she cannot like herself, then I will like her for her her winter her her her as well.

So that she no longer has to deny herself, keep her straight and steadyfast.

“Love yourself. Winter, you deserve it.”

Tears began to flow from the corners of Winter’s eyes

“… What if Teacher Taeyang disappears?”

Soon, two streams of tears flowed.

“What will I do if Teacher Taeyang disappears like in that future?”

“I will never disappear like that.”

“No one can guarantee that!”

“I can assure you.”

“How on earth!”

“Because I saw the future too!”

“…”

After being silent for a while, Winter wiped away the flowing tears with her hands and asked me.

“What kind of future was it?”

The future I see is a future in which an idiot gets stabbed in the back.

Or, it was a future where a soft-hearted child regretted becoming an idol.

But what we have to say now is that this will not be the future.

That’s why I say.

“Winter was the future where you would be happy.”

“…”

Winter, unable to answer as she repeatedly opened her mouth, spoke with a tearful expression on her face.

“You don’t even think a child would believe something like that?”

“Then, trust me when the moment you become happy comes.”

Because I will definitely make it that way.

Winter responded to me who looked at her with her honesty.

“… Then I will believe it now.”

Two streams of tears once again flowed down my reddened cheeks.

Amid those tears, she smiled like spring and said.

“I’m already happy now.”

***

I drove with the intention of taking Winter to the Girls 100 recording site at least before the official recording started, that is, before the wake-up bell rang.

At that time, Winter, who was sleeping in the passenger seat, woke up and started talking to me.

“Teacher Taeyang.”

“Huh? “Do you have something to say?”

The sun, which had been hidden by the buildings in the embrace of the dark blue sky, raised its head and came out to shine brightly on the winter.

“Thank you for being in my life.”

The cold dawn was ending and morning was beginning.