Killing will permanently increase real damage, how do you deal with it?

Chapter 402



Once, in my life, there was a sincere and beautiful love, as crystal clear as the dew in the morning light, quietly placed in front of me. At that time, my boyfriend was an outstanding second-generation rich man, and his life was full of endless potential and hope, as if everything he had was paving the way for our future happiness. However, I failed to perceive the beauty of all this, but always looked at him with a harsh eye, thinking that everything he did was not good enough and not perfect enough. My heart was full of selfishness and willfulness, and I foolishly pushed him away, like throwing a shining gem into endless darkness. I often sighed in my heart, how stupid I was, and I missed that sincere feeling so easily.

All this eventually turned into the conclusion of Jimei's predecessor, who expressed her deep regret for her choice in concise and powerful words. The emotions revealed between the lines seemed to be the cry from her heart, which made people feel extremely heartbroken. Her words were like a sharp knife, cutting through the peace of my heart, making me think about my past and choices.

The voices in the comment area were almost one-sided, and everyone defended this Jimei, believing that she was not wrong at all. They blamed the rich second-generation boyfriend, questioning why he did not take out his wealth earlier, but hid it shyly, and deserved that no woman was willing to love him. Seeing these comments, I was speechless, as if I was a newcomer to the Little Blue Book and was deeply shocked by the unreasonableness and arrogance of these predecessors.

I couldn't help but think, can the predecessors really stand before their own interests and gender interests so unconditionally and without bottom line? Their words were sharp and merciless, as if they were defending their choices, but they made people feel a little uneasy and confused.

With an unwilling attitude, I continued to read the comments, and sure enough, I found another comment with the same popularity, but the content shocked me even more. This comment bluntly pointed out that those short-sighted fairies will never get excellent men. At first, I thought the popularity of this comment was due to the support from many people. However, when I took a closer look, I found that the comments were all bad words from Jimei to the commenter.

"What poor and ugly bottom man, don't even think about getting sexual resources in your life." Such words were sharp and direct, like a sharp blade that cut through the tranquility in my heart. And the sentence "What little fairy man is looking for recognition again, right? You will never catch up with the man that the OP dumped in your lifetime." It made me speechless and a complex emotion surged in my heart. If Xu Lai saw these comments, I'm afraid he would be even more speechless, and even feel a little angry.

The word "little fairy" has been stigmatized by Jimei and has become a label full of negative colors. Whenever this word is mentioned, even if it is out of good intentions, Jimei will naturally start to react violently, as if it is a challenge to their identity. Their reaction is like a mirror, reflecting the fragility and anxiety deep in their hearts.

I can't help but think of those moments, as if time was flowing backwards in my mind, back to every detail of my time with him. At that time, we strolled in the sun, hand in hand through the streets full of flowers, and each other's laughter echoed in the air, like a breeze blowing across the lake, causing ripples. However, I always immersed myself in my own little world, ignoring the twinkling light in his eyes and the little thoughts he gave me.

I remembered every surprise he prepared for me, those carefully selected gifts, and his gentle eyes. Whenever I complained with dissatisfaction, he always endured silently, smiled and comforted me, as if he was willing to bear all the grievances and dissatisfaction for me. However, in my own stubbornness, I chose to ignore his efforts and willfully pushed him further and further away.

Now, thinking back to those past, my heart is full of regret and self-blame. That relationship was like a meteor, crossing my life, but failed to leave any trace. I finally understand that true love is not a one-sided contribution, but understanding and tolerance between each other. We are all pursuing our own happiness, but we ignore each other's existence, and we can only end up with regret.

At that moment, I felt an extremely strong emotion, as if a corner deep in my heart was touched. Those memories of the past came like a tide, making me want to shout loudly and want to save the lost love. However, time cannot be reversed, and what is missed is missed, and there is no turning back.

I wandered in the comment area, trying to find that resonance, but found that people's voices surged like a tide, drowning my thoughts. Every word was like a sharp blade, piercing my heart, making meI felt extremely painful. However, I understand that these comments are just other people's opinions and cannot change my true feelings deep in my heart.

In this controversial discussion, I began to reflect on my choices and values. Perhaps, each of us is pursuing our own happiness, but we often ignore those around us who really care about us. Love requires mutual understanding and tolerance, not blindly asking for and giving.

I hope to learn a lesson from this, learn to cherish the people in front of me, and know how to be grateful and give back. Perhaps this is the real happiness I can find in this complicated world.

Xu Lai's heart was churning, and facing the word "immortal man", he didn't feel the slightest aggression. What? I actually have a chance to become an immortal? Or, why don't you kneel down quickly when you see this immortal? This is a great insult to my identity, which makes people laugh. The demon woman showed her true form, and this absurd idea flashed through her mind, as if laughing at her ignorance and arrogance.

What's even more ridiculous is that the rich second-generation boyfriend whom she once looked down upon was actually used as a weapon of attack. This way of thinking is simply incomprehensible. It seems that the brain circuit only has the narrow passage connecting the purple mood and the happy beans, which is illogical.

In short, Youruo felt a complex emotion at this moment, as if an invisible force was quietly attacking. She clenched her silver teeth, her pink lips trembled slightly, and she thought to herself: This matter has been concluded, and Xu Lai's fate can no longer be reversed.

Involuntarily, her eyes turned to Xu Lai and found that he frowned and looked solemn, as if he was experiencing an inner struggle. At that moment, Youruo's heart suddenly settled down, and it seemed that her emotions also calmed down.

What happened to me? I was fooled by Xue Youyou for a few words, and I began to doubt my choice. I couldn't help but feel a surge of self-blame and regret in my heart. It is conceivable that the damage caused by Xue Youyou over the years is so deep that it seems to have left an eternal shadow in her heart.

"Youyou, oh Youyou, the facts are in front of you. I know you have never lost, so it is natural for you not to admit it now." Youruo pretended to be understanding and tolerant, but there was a hint of disdain in her tone.

"Okay, the next one." Granny Jinhua seemed to be unable to watch it anymore, and she urged repeatedly, interrupting this boring argument. At this moment, no one in the live broadcast room was willing to look at Xu Lai. She seemed to have become a piece of garbage thrown away after being used by everyone. The once hot halo disappeared in an instant and became unpopular.

This scene made the audience in the live broadcast room feel a lot of emotion, lamenting the ever-changing world, and began to wonder what Xu Lai was doing. His existence seemed to become so insignificant at this moment, as if it was forgotten in the corner, let the wind and rain blow, let time pass.

The sounds around her gradually faded away, as if sucked away by an invisible force. Xu Lai felt a wonderful change at this moment. It seemed that a pleasant breath of life came from a corner, as if calling her, with a hint of warmth and hope. However, the power of this breath of life was too weak, and Xu Lai could not find the source of that warmth in an instant.

So, time seemed to freeze at this moment, and there was an invisible tension in the air, as if even time was stagnant in this silence, suffocating. Xu Lai secretly thought in his heart, what exactly is the situation in front of him, and how should he face this sudden situation.

Youruo's mood became more and more complicated at this moment, like a tangled ball of thread, difficult to sort out. Her eyes wandered in the live broadcast room, trying to find someone to talk to, but found that the people around her were busy with their own affairs and had no time to care about her inner fluctuations. She couldn't help but feel a sense of loss in her heart, as if she was so lonely and helpless in this noisy world.

"What am I doing?" She asked herself silently in her heart, her thoughts flooding in like a tide, with a hint of uneasiness and panic. Those choices and persistence in the past seemed to become pale and powerless at this moment. She wanted to struggle and resist, but found herself trapped in an invisible cage and unable to extricate herself.

"Should I really give up?" Youruo struggled secretly in her heart, as if she was fighting a silent battle with herself. She wanted to shout loudly, wanting everyone to hear her voice, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't make a sound.

The people around her were still busy, as if they turned a blind eye to her existence. Xu Lai felt helpless in her heart,The scene in front of her made her feel extremely lost and lonely. Her heart was full of doubts and uneasiness, as if she was a lone boat in this noisy ocean, drifting with the tide and unable to control her own destiny.

Time seemed to become extremely long at this moment, and Xu Lai's heart was full of helplessness and confusion. Her thoughts surged like a tide, with a trace of despair and helplessness, as if at this moment, she had lost all her directions and goals. She wanted to find that faint breath of life, wanted to grasp that glimmer of warm hope, but everything in front of her made her feel extremely small and helpless.

At this moment, a thought suddenly flashed through Youruo's mind: Perhaps, she should not give up, perhaps, she should face it all bravely. A flame of hope rekindled in her heart, as if she saw a faint light in the darkness. She no longer wanted to escape, no longer wanted to be silent, but decided to face it all bravely and find her own answer.

So, Youruo took a deep breath, tried to calm herself down, and silently told herself in her heart: No matter how difficult the road ahead is, she will bravely go on and find the light and hope that belongs to her.

At that moment, Xu Lai was about to speak, ready to refute Youruo's malicious slander and unwarranted slander against Xue Youyou, but at this moment, he heard that voice again, a hurried and urgent urging voice. This voice seemed to carry an anxious breath, as if it came from a distant place, and seemed to be mixed with a few trembling syllables, which made people feel nervous.

At this moment, Xu Lai's mind was completely attracted by this voice, and everything around him became blurred. A thought flashed through his mind, and as time went by, he seemed to be able to guess the secret behind this voice. The existence of this life may be a mysterious creature similar to the soul of the elves, or the spirit of the sacred tree. According to rumors, if the sacred object has a spirit, it must refer to this little guy. Xu Lai felt faintly in his heart that the message conveyed by this voice should never be underestimated.

"What are you going to say?" Xu Lai felt a little bit of anticipation and nervousness in his heart, and his voice trembled slightly, as if he was communicating silently with some mysterious power. His thoughts were completely immersed in the attempt to interact with this life, and the hustle and bustle around him had been forgotten. He realized that if he could understand the information conveyed by this life, it would be of immeasurable help to their future.

After all, Xu Lai had heard that even the elves such as Jinhua Granny seemed to have never had the experience of direct communication with the spirit of the elves. But now, this elf spirit took the initiative to find him, obviously placing some special expectations on him, and even hoped that he could become a kind of bridge to connect them with this mysterious world.

"I... need... blood." The voice was intermittent, like a whisper in the breeze, with a bit of helplessness and pleading. Xu Lai tried hard to identify it, and after a long time of thinking, he finally caught these words. Those words seemed to float from a distant dream, with an indescribable power, which shocked his heart.

It turned out that the blood that he had just shed had actually played a role to some extent. At least the so-called spirit of the elves felt his existence, so he took the initiative to communicate with him, and even asked him to continue bleeding and devote more of his life source. At this moment, Xu Lai's heart was filled with complex emotions, both surprise and a hint of inexplicable pride. He understood that this was not a simple sacrifice, but a more profound connection, as if the bond between him and this mysterious life was gradually deepening.

So, time seemed to freeze at this moment, and everything around him became quiet and silent. Xu Lai felt the rhythm of his heartbeat speeding up, and the blood rushed in his body, as if responding to the call of this life. His thoughts were constantly surging, and countless thoughts flashed through his mind, but in the end they all turned into a firm determination. No matter how difficult the road ahead was, he was willing to pay more for this life, even at the cost of his own blood.

At this time, Xu Lai's body trembled slightly, but his heart was filled with unprecedented firmness and courage. His hand raised involuntarily, and his fingertips gently stroked his skin, and the bright red blood slowly seeped out, as if responding to the urgent call. Every drop of blood was stirring in his heart, carrying some mysterious power, as if it was having a silent conversation with this life.

"I do." He said silently in his heart. Although he didn't make a sound, his firm belief burned like a raging fire. Xu Lai knew that he was embarking on a journey.The unknown journey may be full of dangers and challenges, but he is fearless, because he believes that behind this call of life, there must be a deeper meaning.

As the blood flowed out, Xu Lai felt a wonderful change quietly happening. His consciousness seemed to be brought into a whole new realm, and the surrounding scene gradually blurred, replaced by a brilliant light. In that light, he seemed to see countless flickering points, dancing in the air like stars, emitting a soft and mysterious glow.

"What is this...?" Xu Lai's heart was full of doubts and surprises. His thinking was infinitely expanded at this moment, and he felt an unprecedented connection. Those light spots seemed to be telling him something, conveying ancient and mysterious knowledge. A strong curiosity surged in his heart, wanting to explore this mysterious field more deeply.

At that moment, Xu Lai seemed to resonate with the soul of this elf spirit. He could feel the other party's emotions and desires, which was a strong desire to survive, accompanied by a yearning and exploration of the unknown world. He understood that this was not just a simple exchange, but a collision and fusion of souls, which closely connected him with the fate of this life.

Time became unimportant at this moment, and Xu Lai was completely immersed in this wonderful experience. His mind was intertwined with the soul of this life, as if he was having a silent dialogue, and the emotions between each other were sublimated at this moment. He felt a strong sense of mission, as if he was shouldering some kind of heavy responsibility and needed to fight for the future of this life.

"I will help you." Xu Lai muttered in his heart, with a firm light in his eyes. He knew that he could no longer turn back, and he had to move forward to meet unknown challenges. His blood was constantly flowing, as if paving a bright road to the future for this road.

At this moment, time seemed to flow again, the surrounding scene gradually became clear, and Xu Lai felt an incredible power surging in his body. His consciousness gradually returned, and the world in front of him reappeared, but his heart had undergone earth-shaking changes. The call of this life made him re-examine his existence and value, and made him understand that the meaning of life is not only to survive, but also to bravely pursue and explore.

"I will no longer be alone." Xu Lai said softly, his inner determination and courage surged like a tide. He knew that he was closely connected with the spirit of the elves, and their fates would be intertwined, and they would face the challenges and adventures of the future hand in hand.

The truth of the matter was that it was not that his blood was useless, but because his blood was so precious and powerful that even the Elf Tree felt a little disgusted with it. At this moment, Xu Lai felt a sense of rightness in his heart, as if everything was within his expectations.

He couldn't help asking himself: If the blood of life is flowing with the pure and incomparable life source power, it would be rejected by this great Elf Tree. If it were anyone else, it would be difficult to reach the realm and level he expected. Such thinking made Xu Lai's mood complicated and heavy, as if he was shrouded by an invisible pressure.

Xu Lai looked around, his eyes swept over the crowd who were discussing who would appear next. They were concentrating on discussing at this time, and had no time to pay attention to their own situation. This scene made Xu Lai feel a little relieved, and also made him decide to keep a low profile. He secretly planned in his heart that if that was the case, he might as well let himself silently protect Xue Youyou and stand the last shift. When everything was settled, he could push all the credit to Xue Youyou. In this way, he could live a quiet and trouble-free life, and Xue Youyou could also gain a wave of rich honors.

At least, as the saint of the elves, we have to keep it, right? This idea kept circling in Xu Lai's heart, as if providing him with an invisible motivation to make him more determined in the next action.

Xu Lai couldn't help but start to look forward to it. During the last moments of his life, he hoped to be with Xue Youyou and Luo Wei'er and enjoy that sweet and warm life. He thought to himself that since he had no expectations for Grandma Jinhua, he might as well share this rare time with the two girls at the end of his life. He hoped to work hard and try to sow the seeds of hope in their stomachs, so that the crystallization of life and love would bloom quietly in the future.

Xu Lai could not help but feel a surge of pride and anticipation when he imagined that when his child was born, his mother would be the saint of the clan.The children of the Elf God Tree have an unparalleled status in the clan, and no one dares to have bad intentions towards their family.

Just as he was immersed in these beautiful fantasies, Xu Lai began to ask the mysterious voice in his heart again: "Then can I continue the action just now and drip my blood on the leaves of the Elf God Tree to realize my plan?"

His words echoed in the air, as if waiting for some kind of response. There was silence for a while, as if carefully distinguishing the deep meaning of Xu Lai's words. After a while, new information came, as if the voice had finally decided to respond after careful consideration.

This time, the emotions in the mind became more anxious, and the information became more complicated. Xu Lai took a lot of effort to sort out the meaning. It turned out that if only through the leaves of the Elf God Tree, the life essence in the blood dripped by Xu Lai did not seem to be enough to achieve the effect he expected.

This made Xu Lai feel even heavier, and he realized that things were not as simple as he imagined. Every detail is full of variables, and every decision may affect the situation in the future. His heart began to be filled with uneasiness and doubts, as if an unknown storm was quietly approaching.

Xu Lai took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He knew that at this critical moment, he had to keep a clear mind to make the wisest choice. He began to repeatedly ponder the message conveyed by the voice, trying to capture more clues from it.

As his thoughts deepened, Xu Lai's understanding of the Elf Tree continued to deepen. He realized that this was not just an ordinary tree, but a great existence that carried countless lives and hopes. Every leaf and every branch of it contained endless wisdom and power. He secretly sighed in his heart that it was a supreme honor to be able to connect with such an existence.

However, it was precisely because of this honor that he felt more pressure. Xu Lai knew that he had to be more cautious in order to live up to this heavy expectation. A strong sense of responsibility surged in his heart, as if an invisible hand was pushing him and urging him to keep moving forward.

On this road full of thorns and challenges, Xu Lai understood that only by firm belief can he meet the various tests in the future. He secretly vowed in his heart that no matter how many difficulties and obstacles lay ahead, he would spare no effort and move forward courageously.


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