Chapter 35: Jiro
The last thing I remember was the pulsing bass of my headphones, the synth melody swirling in my head as I drifted off to sleep. Then, black. Now? I blinked, the blurry image of a ceiling fan resolving into sharp focus. It…it wasn't my ceiling fan. This was all wrong. The room was neat, almost austere, with a desk piled high with neatly stacked papers and a closet door that looked like it could house a small army's worth of folded clothes. It wasn't messy, like my room back...back there.
Panic bloomed in my chest. Where was I? The unfamiliar scent of clean linen and something vaguely herbal filled my nostrils as I sat up slowly. The sheets were soft, the pillow firm. Definitely not my ratty old bedding. I swung my legs off the side of the bed and looked down. I was wearing a simple white nightgown, and… and my hands were different. Smaller. More graceful. I tentatively touched my face and recoiled. Narrower features, dark, intelligent eyes, high cheekbones. This wasn't me.
A sudden sharp pang of realization hit me like a volleyball to the gut. In the bedside mirror, a girl with long, dark hair and a serene, almost impenetrable gaze stared back. Kiyoko Shimizu. The manager of the Karasuno High volleyball team. I was her. Or, more accurately, I was in her.
My breath hitched. How? Why? It was like one of those ridiculous anime scenarios I used to binge watch on Fridays. My mind was a jumbled mess of confusion and disbelief, but one thing was clear: I was running late. A glance at the clock on the nightstand showed it was almost 7:30 AM. School started at 8:00. I scrambled out of bed, heart hammering.
Thankfully, everything in the room was meticulously organized. I found my uniform hanging in the closet, a crisp white blouse and a dark pleated skirt that felt foreign against my skin. I quickly changed, my fingers clumsier than I was used to. A small, neat kitchen was just off the bedroom, and I grabbed a pre-packed bento box from the refrigerator. It was filled with perfectly arranged rice, vegetables, and some kind of grilled fish thing. I gulped it down, more out of a need to get out the door than actual hunger, and rushed out into a neighborhood I didn't recognize.
The walk to school was a blur of unfamiliar streets and faces. I was on autopilot, my mind still spinning. Reaching the towering gates of Karasuno High, I took a deep breath. Okay, Jiro, or whatever the hell I was now. You were Kiyoko, the calm and collected manager. Act like it.
The day went by in a surreal haze. I managed to navigate classes, taking notes with a precision I didn't know I possessed. I blended in, a silent observer in a life that wasn't mine. It was like watching a movie where you're suddenly the main character, one you had watched enough to know the script, but still unsure of how to deliver the lines.
The real test came after school. As expected, the gymnasium was deafening when I went by. The sharp thwack of the ball, the squeal of shoes on the polished floor, and the booming voices of the boys filled the air. I found my usual spot on the sidelines, clipboard in hand, and watched them practice.
They were a chaotic symphony of energy, a whirlwind of leaps and spikes. Tanaka and Nishinoya, those two boundless dynamos, were at it again, flitting around like over-caffeinated hummingbirds. They weren't bad, just...very enthusiastic.
And then they were in front of me, their faces flushed with exertion and mischievous grins. Nishinoya flexed an arm, making a comical attempt to look tough. Tanaka launched into a rapid-fire string of praise, punctuated by nervous giggles.
"Shimizu-san! Your grace is like the wings of an angel, descending to bless our unworthy eyes!" Tanaka declared, his voice a little too loud.
Nishinoya nudged him. "Yeah! Your quiet focus during practice is an inspiration! A source of our power!"
My chest ached, a pang of disarming, familiar annoyance. It was like Kaminari, with his cheesy pickup lines and awkward attempts at flirting back in my own life. I sighed, a long, drawn out exhale that even surprised me.
"Please," I said, my voice coming out a bit colder than intended, "get back to practice before coach gets angry."
They blinked, surprised by my sharp tone, and then sheepishly nodded before scampering back to the court. I watched them go, a faint smile tugging at the corners of my lips. It was…different. It wasn't the same frantic, overwhelming energy I knew from my old life, but there was something about the team, about this whole scenario that was...intriguing.
This was a complete change of pace. Maybe… maybe living as Kiyoko Shimizu wouldn't be so bad after all. Maybe, just maybe, this new life was a weirdly good sort of weird. It was a strange and disorienting mystery, but as I watched the boys play, something shifted inside of me. It was a spark of curiosity, a flicker of something new, something that felt oddly like… hope.