Chapter 49 - r18
Chapter 49
—–CROW—–
How long had it been since I’d seen Su-jeong noona in her panties?
Third grade? I have memories of seeing her in front of the bathroom until about fourth grade.
‘Was it from the day after Geum-bi noona said something? She started coming out of the changing room fully dressed.’
Since the noonas were in middle school at the time, they would have started paying attention to those kinds of things.
That’s why seeing noona in her underwear again after almost 12 years was quite stimulating, and my gaze, fixed downwards, didn’t seem to want to return.
Force of nature, a man’s instinct, an unconscious reaction.
Whatever name you gave it, making excuses was pointless. The feeling that made my heart race wasn’t just from seeing her underwear again after a long time… it felt like it would even stain those pure white panties black.
So, the next moment, when Su-jeong noona’s hand reached for the side of her panties to pull them down,
I quickly reached out and grabbed her hand, stopping her.
“Wh-what are you doing? Are you crazy, noona?”
“No… I have to do this to be sure…”
“But this is too much, isn’t it? You’ve gone too far, noona!”
“…You didn’t go this far with Geum-bi?”
“Of course not?! More importantly, I’ve never properly seen Geum-bi noona’s underwear or breasts.”
I did peek at her cleavage a bit, though.
Mostly, *I* was the one who exposed my lower body; I had never admired Geum-bi noona’s body.
Su-jeong noona hesitated for a moment at my words, then blushed and loosened her grip.
I didn’t know if it was relief towards Geum-bi noona or towards me, but the fortunate thing was that her panties didn’t slide down past her hips.
“Are you okay now, noona? Just your panties… is enough, so let’s not pull them down any further. Okay?”
“…By ‘enough’, do you mean it’s enough to get you excited?”
“Th-that’s not what I meant. I mean, noona doesn’t have to sacrifice herself that much…”
“It’s for the family, so I don’t think of it as a sacrifice.”
“Noona, people will misunderstand. You’re testing me, not trying to make me feel sorry, right?”
“…Okay. If this is enough for you, Ji-gu, hmm.”
Su-jeong noona puffed out one cheek with an expression that I couldn’t tell whether she was convinced or just letting it go.
But her gaze was still fixed downwards where I held her hand, and this strange standoff continued for a while.
“Aren’t you going to let go of my hand? Ji-gu?”
“…If I let go now, I feel like you’ll try to pull down your panties again.”
“That’s not going to happen. We just made a promise, didn’t we? It’s not like I’m a pervert who’s desperate to take off my clothes.”
“Of course not. But… there are things called ‘what ifs’ in this world.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“…It’s nothing. I just misspoke, forget it. I’m sorry.”
“You called me a pervert out of nowhere and now you want me to forget it? I heard it right in front of me, how can I just let it go? Geez.”
In the sudden situation, I blurted out a ridiculous assumption.
But Su-jeong noona, already offended, puffed out both cheeks and protested.
“Ji-gu, who am I doing this for? I’m checking because I’m worried about whether you’re serious about Geum-bi, or if you’re just confused by a momentary impulse.”
“I understand that… but your method is a bit, a lot bold.”
“We’re family, so what’s wrong with being bold? Am I doing this in front of a stranger?”
“That’s true, but I think there are… things that we need to be more careful about because we’re family.”
“So, I’m a total pervert noona? I’m forcing myself to expose myself in front of my younger brother?”
“That’s not what I meant. Haa, this is driving me crazy. Where and how do I even start explaining this?”
“Tell me everything, without leaving anything out. From one to ten, all of it.”
My growing frustration, fueled by Su-jeong noona’s urging, poured out of my mouth.
“Honestly, I don’t understand. I get that you’re worried about Geum-bi noona, and that you’re taking care of me because I’m a boy, but still, this isn’t a normal situation, is it? Is it?”
“That’s because our situation itself isn’t normal…”
“That’s why we should be even more careful. If one of us really isn’t blood-related, we don’t know what might happen.”
“…Ji-gu, what do you think you’ll do?”
“Of course, I’m not saying I would do that. But… things are complicated. Things are about to explode with Geum-bi noona right now.”
“Yeah, that’s true. …But you’re saying it’s hard because I’m making things difficult for you too?”
“It’s hard, and it’s confusing. Frankly, every time Su-jeong noona does this… I also wonder if you like me.”
“Heup?! Wh-what?”
“Just sometimes. I mean, isn’t it obvious? You’re showing all sorts of things in front of your younger brother, who might not be blood-related… How can I not be swayed? Right?”
I poured out everything I had been suppressing.
I understood her concerns, but even considering that, she was being too careless.
Every time she acted like she was about to cross the line, I got confused.
And finally… I even said that I sometimes get swayed by Su-jeong noona too.
After spitting it all out, I felt relieved, but.
Seeing Su-jeong noona’s face, with her lips tightly bitten and trembling, I kept thinking, ‘I shouldn’t have said that’.
“Um, Ji-gu. So, is this… for me?”
“There’s no other meaning. It’s just the truth, so interpret it however you want.”
“Ah, yeah, okay. I’ll… interpret it well.”
Once the words were out, there was no taking them back.
I belatedly lifted my head towards the ceiling, trying to at least tear my gaze away from noona’s body.
‘Interpret… however she interprets it, it’ll only lead to the conclusion that I’m a piece of trash.’
As I blankly stared at the ceiling pattern, I could objectively reflect on the desire that had been boiling inside me.
Combining that with what I had just said, I thought about how I was so turned on by both noonas that I couldn’t control myself, and.
If someone else had said that to the noonas, I would have been the first to clench my fists and beat their face to a pulp.
‘I’m glad that I’m family with the noonas… because I’m not getting beaten to death right away.’
That’s why I was going to postpone my answer until mom came back.
That’s why I tried not to worry about unnecessary things.
“Umm, Ji-gu?”
“Yeah, noona.”
“Then are you… still really turned on by me right now?”
“…Stop asking weird questions. That’s what makes things difficult for people.”
“Ah, yeah. I see… Sorry.”
But if I kept postponing my answer, actions might come first.
I gritted my teeth at Su-jeong noona, who was either provoking me knowingly or just innocently asking questions, and replied.
“Put yourself in my shoes. There’s an attractive woman like you standing right in front of me completely naked… if I’m not turned on, am I even human? Am I a man?”
“Ah? R-really? Is that so?”
“Yes, so… stop asking obvious questions. Honestly, if it weren’t for you being my noona, I would have jumped you already.”
“Th-then… you can’t. That’s a crime, Ji-gu.”
“That’s why I’m not doing it.”
“Yeah, right. You can’t do that to your family… huh?!”
Ah, shit.
I was somehow holding on, but.
“J-J-Ji-gu? Why are you… twitching like that…?”
“It’s nothing. It has nothing to do with you, so don’t worry about it.”
“Huh? N-no, you say it has nothing to do with me… then why now of all times….”
“I said don’t worry about it! If you keep doing that, I’ll really get angry?!”
“Ah?! O-okay. I’m sorry….”
My somewhat swollen dick twitched noticeably.
Because of that, my legs, which had been barely holding on, trembled, and my pants, with a full tent, couldn’t be hidden.
Su-jeong noona knew that my dick was swollen, but perhaps she didn’t know that it could get this big and twitch this much.
She rolled her eyes and repeatedly opened and closed her lips.
Then, finally, the words she managed to utter were-.
“Then are you… excited because you’re looking at my body, Ji-gu? Or… is it because you like *me*?”
“I said stop asking me that kind of thing?!”
“H-sorry. But I’m curious…”
“Ahhh, I’m really holding back right now, you know? What are you going to do if something really happens?”
“You… won’t, right? I trust you, my younger brother.”
“You only treat me like your younger brother at times like this?! Augh, haaa.”
I don’t know how many breaths I exhaled.
Thinking that there would be no more embarrassing confession than this, I raised my head high towards the sky once again.
“…Umm, Ji-gu?”
“…What is it again, noona?”
“No, well, it’s a thought that suddenly came to mind.”
“What thought?”
“I still… want us to be family, no matter what the situation…”
“…And?”
“W-well. You seem really excited right now… so.”
What nonsense was this noona about to say again?
I looked at the ceiling and lowered my face, pretending to be calm, but it would have been better to not make eye contact.
Su-jeong noona stared at me with determined eyes, as if she was serious.
“If nothing happens here, it means everything is okay with me and Geum-bi, right?”
“Huh?”
“I’m trusting you… I’ll really trust you, ha!”
“Huh? Whoa, noona? This is crazy…!”
It was clear that noona’s head had exploded from the amount of information.
It was certain that her circuits had burned out due to overload, and she couldn’t think properly.
Otherwise, she wouldn’t have pulled down her panties even though I told her not to.
“Noona… huh?”
“D-don’t look at me so intently. It’s embarrassing…”
After pulling her panties down to her ankles and flicking them off with a slight lift of her foot,
Su-jeong noona brought her knees together, covered her crotch with her hands, and hid her breasts with her other arm, her eyes welling up with tears.
Her red face and teary voice.
Looking at her, it seemed like someone had forced her to undress.
‘It’s unfair… I told her not to go that far, ugh.’
I didn’t feel like making any excuses.
My unavoidable instincts commanded me to clearly engrave Su-jeong noona’s naked body in my eyes.
Following that command, I scanned Su-jeong noona’s body from head to toe.
My gaze… inevitably ended up focusing on her swaying breasts and twitching crotch.
“Augh, Ji-gu? If nothing happens… I’ll assume everything is okay.”
“…Gulp.”
“H-huh?! Ah, you won’t, right? Why are you… twitching again, huu.”
I’ve said it many times.
This isn’t something I can control.
As I slowly pushed my twitching lower body towards Su-jeong noona.
Towards noona, who was trembling more than my crotch, I carefully ran my hand from her shoulder.
Su-jeong noona’s skin was as soft as I expected, and.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t properly feel her crotch touching mine because of my pants and noona’s hand.
So, I first slowly lifted noona’s hand from down below.
—–CROW—–