My girlfriend from the reverse world expects me to be a Netorare

Chapter 32: 〈Episode 32〉Not for me, but for you (4)



The couple ring on his left ring finger and Cha So-young talking about the past world felt too sudden.

"Just like you said, you and him may look the same on the outside, but you're completely different people on the inside. Right?"

Since it wasn't something I could tell the truth of, I nodded like a doll. Cha So-young's eyes, facing the palm that was holding my shoulder, were filled with the same strong power that had captured my heart that day.

"But if he thinks of the empty space you leave as something he can fill at any time, then he doesn't really love me. That's what I think."

To be honest, after hearing that honest confession, I felt more worried than happy.

"Even if you disappear one day and 'that person' comes back, the only person I love and will love is you, Shin Jae-hyuk, who is here now. 'That person' doesn't matter anymore. Today, I prepared to confirm that feeling."

It was only a few minutes ago that I answered that while I had an intangible certainty that I would never be able to return to the previous world, that was not an eternal truth.

But I was so, so worried about Cha So-young, who was coming at me with such a strong heart. It was like watching a moth set on fire by a fleeting emotion.

"Hehehe. You don't have to make that expression."

Was that feeling revealed in her expression? Before I could say anything, Cha So-young pressed her thighs against mine and slowly pulled my face to her chest.

She hugs my shoulder with her right arm and gently strokes my hair from the crown to the back of my head with her slender left fingers as if she were straightening my hair.

"I know this may seem sudden to you. I didn't expect an answer, so you don't have to think about it too deeply. If you really care… confess to me the same way someday. Is that easy?"

Who would lightly swear an oath to an uncertain love? Maybe someone like Casanova, but definitely not Cha So-young.

I guess the last words, which were said jokingly as if trying to put my mind at ease, were probably what Cha So-young truly wanted. The reason for this is that she used the word confession on a topic that she said there was no need to think deeply about.

I wondered if I could just swear the same thing as that wish, but for some reason I hesitated.

Now that Cha So-young had personally summarized her earlier confession as something like a joke, I had a strange feeling that it would be something that Cha So-young would not want me to repeat as she did.

Maybe it's because of the nature of my worries that started last Sunday. When compared with my love for my lover on a scale, it's a worry that can never be light.

"… Yeah. I'll definitely confess to you someday. If I do it now, all I can do is follow you."

"You must never forget those words. I will remember them."

"Okay. I promise. Soyoung."

Hehe. Hehe. Cha So-young let out a childish laugh that didn't fit her body and gently rubbed her face against my head. I felt a sense of satisfaction because I thought I had given an answer that was worthy of high praise.

I felt like he was judging it was too early because my reaction to hearing his confession was subtle and he was joking.

"Don't hide your worries from me. Tell me. No matter how difficult or unspeakable they are, once you open up about them, you'll feel a lot better."

Cha So-young raised her head again and continued speaking softly, as if pouring out her heart, with a serious but still happy expression on her face.

Worry. The words that came out of Cha So-young's mouth made my heart tingle. I don't know why, but I had a feeling that even the confession that came before was just an introduction and that this was the main topic.

Could it be that he had been caught eavesdropping at that time? The wild guess that crossed his mind was quickly replaced by another one.

It makes no sense to try to insinuate worries that might be related to one's own wall. Moreover, since I was alone at home this week, groaning over one worry, it was not unreasonable for Cha So-young to notice my abnormality on her own.

But more than such speculation, what weighs heavy on my aching heart is how much Cha So-young thought about my single worried expression.

A mixture of complicated emotions came rushing in at once.

"…I knew it."

"huh."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"hmm…"

Cha So-young paused for a moment and stroked my hair again with her left hand.

"I thought that since you're a man, you'd naturally have worries, big and small. I thought that the worries you didn't tell me were worries that didn't need to be talked about."

"… Did you think I didn't trust you?"

"That's not what I meant. More than that… I wish you would rely on me a little more."

"will…"

Someone I can lean on. I repeated the words I had spoken out loud to myself.

If we value consideration, respect, and such values for one another, the will to lean on each other will naturally be eliminated.

"At first I was just going to wait, but then I realized that I wasn't helping you at all while you were worrying all by yourself."

"…"

"After I realized it, I felt like I had done something so stupid… I couldn't stand the pain."

"haha…"

I burst out laughing.

I don't know if it's because we're a 'woman' and a man, or if it means we care about each other that much, but Cha So-young and I have strangely similar ways of thinking. That strange feeling that's been vaguely present for quite some time is probably close to the truth.

Just as I felt pain in my heart when I saw Cha So-young continuing to masturbate alone, Cha So-young must have felt pain as well when she saw my worries deepening.

Now that I know that fact, I don't have to hesitate anymore. I feel relieved, as if a complicated thread has been unraveled. Of course, it's still too early to feel relieved.

"I hesitated to ask several times, but eventually"

"Soyoung-ah."

"…Huh? Why?"

He interrupted Cha So-young's words and gently pushed her firm stomach with both hands. Cha So-young naturally released her arms and stepped back, expressing her doubts.

"Let's go home now. If we stay here too long, the whole day will pass. You prepared a cake, right?"

Right? I don't know if there was a cake or not, but I was sure that Cha So-young would have prepared one.

First, let's pack our bags and stand up. Cha So-young tilted her head and snickered as she lifted her butt off the bench.

Even though the conversation that started with an important topic was cut off, Cha So-young didn't seem to care much. She seemed to be happy about the change in me that came from us opening up our hearts to each other. I was grateful and relieved.

"Heh heh. How did you know?"

A couple ring identical to mine flaunted its presence on the ring finger of Cha So-young's left hand, who was holding the strap of the bag she was carrying on her shoulder.

"Hehehe. Just. What time is it now?"

"It's 10:45. I'll be home by 11 o'clock."

Although my heart wasn't light, a smile came to my face when I saw the gold ring.

While simulating what would happen next in my head, I walked towards Cha So-young's house.

"Does you like blueberries too?"

"Yeah. Ever since I was little, my birthday cake has always been blueberry cake."

"Oh… That part is the same."

"Hehehe. More importantly, Jaehyuk, you'll gain weight."

"Kick. I can steam. Clean this up?"

"Okay, please."

We returned home before 11 o'clock and went into the shower rooms in the living room and her father's room to wash our bodies thoroughly.

After changing into comfortable clothes, they held another celebration party for just the two of them at the park with the blueberry cake that Cha So-young had bought in advance.

Maybe because I had already had a long day, I didn't feel like hanging up decorations in the house to create an empty atmosphere. That's something I do when there are a lot of people.

After taking a few dozen photos centered around the cake and couple, relying on each other's body heat and the candles on the cake in the darkened house, the small party ended.

After satisfying my appetite with a blueberry cake that I hadn't had in months, I finished cleaning up and sat down on the sofa to rest.

"Haa… It's past 12 o'clock."

"Already? Time flies."

"I hope it will be like this next year too."

"Yeah. Me too…"

Both of us were tired, but that didn't mean the mood had loosened up. Neither Cha So-young nor I had any intention of going to bed just like that, even though the day was over.

The atmosphere created by slowly looking at each other's faces was like a drop of pigment dropped into pure water right before it spreads widely over the body, right before smoothness turns sticky.

However, I cut through that atmosphere with a knife and gave Cha So-young a request-like instruction. I had already finished preparing myself mentally a long time ago.

"Soyoung-ah."

"huh."

"Would you please take off your clothes and wait in the room? I'll be back in a bit."

"Huh…? Uh… Okay."

It seemed as if she wanted to ask the reason for the unexpected request, but Cha So-young got up from the sofa without saying anything and went into the room.

Suddenly. The door closed first without waiting for me to come in, as if they thought there was something prepared.

"Hoo…"

I took a deep, calming breath, making a sound with my mouth. From now on, it was a really, really important time.

Even while going through a busy day, I prepared the words or lines I had organized in my head, one by one, right below my throat.

Ssuk. I took off my T-shirt, shorts, and underwear and went into Cha So-young's room.

Suddenly. Not even two minutes had passed, but the question in Cha So-young's eyes became even more evident because I had come in.

It was a natural reaction since I had nothing in my hands or on my body when I was asked to go in first. It was to the point where my gaze, which should have been focused on my stomach and chest, was fixed on my face.

"You're early? I thought you'd have to wait a bit."

"Yeah. There wasn't much to prepare."

Ready? Cha So-young said that word with her expression.

"Sit on the bed. Okay. Like that. With your butt down. Don't turn your head, okay?"

I went behind Cha So-young, who was sitting on the bed, and knelt down. As I put my arms around Cha So-young's neck as if carrying her from behind, our bodies pressed against each other and my penis was pressed against Cha So-young's waist, facing upward.

"Hehehe. I wonder what our Jaehyuk has prepared?"

Cha So-young seemed to be enjoying this situation itself.

Well, right before you're about to have a sweet night together, your lover tells you that he or she has prepared something for you, so of course your anticipation will build.

"Soyoung-ah."

"Huh?"

At a distance where their breaths could almost touch, he pushed away the hair that covered his ears and whispered their names. Cha So-young answered back in two-syllable bursts, as if her ears were ticklish.

She lowered her head.

"Everything I say from now on is a lie."

"…what?"

This question was too much to bear, so Cha So-young turned her head slightly and let out a voice. But I didn't stop.

"I'll say it again. From now on, everything I say is a lie. You follow along."

"no…"

"Quickly."

"…From now on, Jaehyuk, everything you say is a lie. Is that okay?"

"Yeah. Good job."

Cha So-young turned her head forward again.

Thump. Thump. Thump. Maybe it was because my chest was against my back, but my heartbeat sounded louder than usual.

He opened his mouth slowly.

"I mean… I had sex with another woman yesterday."

Ouch. Cha So-young's entire body shook violently.

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