Chapter 13: Chapter 13 : The Weight of a Name
Grandfather took a few paces back, standing in the open space of the training ground. His posture shifted slightly—balanced, composed, prepared.
"Now that you've familiarized yourself with ninja tools, we move to taijutsu," he said. "A shinobi must be well-rounded."
I had anticipated this. Weapons are only as effective as the person wielding them.
He settled into a fighting stance—fluid, natural. No wasted movement.
"This is the foundation of taijutsu," he explained, his stance demonstrating a perfect equilibrium between offense and defense. "From here, you can strike, block, or counter. Taijutsu is not about overpowering your opponent. It is about understanding momentum, exploiting weaknesses, and using their own force against them."
I studied his form carefully before mimicking his stance. A fighter's posture, but refined.
Yet, the moment I positioned myself, I felt an imbalance.
"You're too rigid," Grandfather said immediately. "Your body must move freely. Strength alone will not make you strong—coordination will."
I took a slow breath, making the necessary adjustments. Then I threw a punch.
Blocked. Effortlessly.
Again.
Same result.
Grandfather's movements were almost passive, his countering technique so refined it felt like I was striking a wall. I wasn't fighting him. I was fighting experience itself.
"Again."
I adjusted my stance again, focusing on my footing. My muscles ached from the strain, but I ignored it. I punched—and Grandfather caught my wrist mid-swing, twisting slightly. My arm locked up painfully.
"Too slow," he said. "Your intent is obvious."
I grit my teeth. Again.
I threw another punch, this time adjusting my weight, correcting my angle. Blocked—but smoother.
Grandfather gave a nod, stepping back. "Better. Taijutsu is about precision, not force. Your body must act with intention."
Every correction felt like a small failure. Each mistake added to an invisible tally in my mind—proof that I wasn't good enough yet. I pushed those thoughts down. There was no room for doubt. Only improvement.
The sun had begun to set, casting a golden hue over the training ground. Grandfather finally stepped back, signaling the end of our session.
I lowered my stance, my muscles tired but my mind still analyzing every movement.
Progress had been made, but there was still much to refine.
"Thank you, Grandfather," I said, my voice steady.
He responded with a slight nod, his approval measured but present.
Tomorrow, the cycle would repeat.
And I would continue improving.
By the time I made it back to the house, my arms trembled with every step. My legs felt like lead, each movement a reminder of my countless mistakes. It wasn't just soreness—it was exhaustion dragging me down, body and mind alike.
Akemi, our housemaid, had already prepared a warm bath for me. As I slipped into the steaming water, a relieved sigh escaped my lips. The heat seeped into my sore muscles, washing away the tension. For the first time since training began, I allowed myself to simply breathe.
I stared at my fingers—stiff, red, and sore. This wasn't like legal work, where preparation carried me through. Here, mistakes left bruises. Pain was proof of progress.
Once I was done, I dressed in a simple yukata and joined my grandparents at the dinner table. Grandmother had prepared a meal that smelled incredible—rice, miso soup, grilled fish, and a side of pickled vegetables. The moment I took my first bite, I realized just how hungry I was.
"You worked hard today," Grandmother said gently, watching me with a knowing smile.
"You'll feel better tomorrow," she added. "The pain means you're growing."
I smiled back, the warmth of her words cutting through the dull ache in my muscles.
After dinner, we moved to the living room. I sat cross-legged on the tatami mat, my body still heavy with exhaustion. The soft glow of the lanterns cast long shadows across the wooden walls as Grandfather and Grandmother settled into their seats.
Then, they began to tell me stories.
Stories of the past.
Of the Senju Clan, once one of the strongest in the village. Of my ancestors, who fought alongside Hashirama and Tobirama, shaping the very foundation of Konoha.
"The Senju were once everywhere," Grandfather said quietly, his voice lower than before. "But now?" His gaze drifted to the floor. "Now we're just a name fading into memory."
I swallowed hard. That weight—that quiet, invisible pressure—settled on my shoulders.
I listened intently, absorbing every word. Their voices were steady, filled with the weight of history, pride, and loss. It was strange—hearing about a clan that had nearly faded away, a legacy that once carried so much weight.
Some part of me felt that weight too.
As my grandparents continued to speak, my eyelids grew heavy, my mind slowly drifting. The warmth of the room, the soft flickering of the lantern light, and the soothing cadence of their voices lulled me into sleep.
My body was sore. My mind was full.
But for the first time in a long time, I felt… safe.
As I surrendered to sleep, the last thought that crossed my mind was simple yet unwavering.
Tomorrow, I'll train harder. No excuses. No doubts. Because the weight of my clan's name isn't something I can ignore.