The Alpha's Rejected Omega but Fated Sigma Mate

Logan's POV 

The b*stard refuses to sleep. 

He's up and going through the statements for the slaughterhouse while I seethe in silence as he stapled another file. 

At the crack of dawn today, he did his customary routine check with the beta, inspecting the cattle's health; their feeding and watering, and addressing a few issues that arose with the herd's well-being. 

Together they'd also checked the detailed records of each animal; their growth and health metrics are crucial for the purchasing decisions. The need for more purchasing for meat profits is totally unnecessary at the moment. He did the numbers on quality and quantity ensuring they would meet the standards set by the buyers and regulatory bodies. I was with him when the farmhands showed him which were ready for the processing and scheduled sales. 

He sat with the beta while he contacted the suppliers and buyers, listening to the negotiations and contracts. Then they discuss market trends and whether they should adjust their purchasing strategy to ensure greater profits. 

Then just before dusk, they again did another check of the herds in preparation for the meat checking which would start taking place in three days when the butchers would come in and do their butchery thing. 

When the sun went down, he did not sleep. He called that sl*t and they did the nasty while I blanked myself out, timing him. I cannot process time much, only by the moon and sun movements I can interpret it. 

But I do try to calculate what was thirty minutes. 

When I come back out, he is in his office doing inventory now. 1 am. Okay, so my estimate is off by a few hours. 

How could this imbecile sleep with another when we tasted mate? We were one with her. He felt it and couldn't resist her, so what was the matter with him? I know what he felt and I cannot find human words to describe what we felt but it was intense. Like our souls joined. An innate primal need, satisfied. A feeling of belonging- home. 

I am now full of malice. It's seeping out and I feel as if I can no longer contain myself. My mate is near, I can smell her- well I actually cannot but whenever the moon is full, like tonight, I can get her full aura and my senses pick her up, though I cannot find her. For three nights, the second night being the strongest pull ever to the mate bond, is when I can feel my wolf-mate the most. 

She is in Meg yet, when I call out to her, she does not answer my howl and it eats me alive. It drives me mad whenever this b*stard here touches another she-wolf. I sometimes feel my inside crawling out and I want to scratch their faces off. 

While I loathe them all, I think I am getting to dislike my human more. 

Snarling, I burst out from the quiet corner I had been in, startling him. "Could you f*cking shower at least? You reek of that cheap-" 

He is calm with his words. 

Immediately I check myself and revert my alpha power. I had overtaken his body, unknowingly. Sometimes I lose myself when he triggers me. Right now, he stinks of that gamma woman. I hate how she smells and I have been fighting a losing battle for almost an hour now.  

He dared cut me off? I am almost tipping over again. I want to say alpha but I do not. I always have to abide by his rules and check myself and it aggravates me because he is who he is because of me. Me!  

Ooh, I am fuming mad. He cut me off again. Dropping the papers he is gripping, I place our hands flat against the wooden desk. "A mated wolf is what I am, and you, with your pettiness, refuse to accept the mate bond, and I must suffer because of it. If you wish to play that game then play it fair." 

Chest heaving because he and I share one body, Soren stands up with lightning speed and addresses me but the lingering scent of the woman he just had sucked his d*ck, revolted me- literally, I want to throw up. 

My human wants to show me who is in charge. "Logan, I told you, you do not have permission to take over me." 

"What would you do?" His jaw hung open when I dared do it again. "Is there some werewolf law where I get arrested human?" 

He remains silent. He is mad now. Now we are mad together. He radiates it ...now if only I unblock myself from him and he could feel the real extent of my rage- but I cannot because then he would stifle me out. I would cease to exist and I cannot think of not being with my mate. 

If I do not exist anymore, the Moon Goddesses would find her another mate and that thought is even more maddening. No, she belongs with me. Even if I cannot find her, I know where she is. Being with Meg is enough for me, knowing my mate dwells in her. 

Maybe someday she will surface to meet me. I could bask in the aura of Meg and be satisfied with that. Like that time when this festering cow dung pile of a mess man was dick deep in Bet- I dry heave- I can't even say her name. The beta's daughter. Yeah her, I felt like my mate heard me when I called out to her. I saw her in Meg's eyes while this b*stard here was giving her a show to ensure she never came his way again. 

Why hurt her that much? Just tell her to not come back to the pack house. I am one hundred per cent certain that Meg would have stayed away. she was that strong. But Soren refuses to see things my way. He said what I wanted to delude myself with and think is her strength, is her weakness. 

He's countered with, "If she did actually refuse to return- IF I asked her to stay away from the packhouse- is because she has no other brain cells to question it. She follows orders, which is a good lesson for you, on why she cannot be Luna. My mate should be giving orders not taking them!" 

He is right, technically. As alpha, it is an insult to us, for our mate to be lower-ranked. I myself had the same thinking as him but I managed to swallow my pride and this *sshole needs to pull his head out of his *ss as well. 

Mate is mate, regardless of rank or position! I- feel the earth shifting when Meg is near and that is enough for me to know she belongs with us. The instinctual bond is there. 

I honestly hope she stays away from him. All I need now is to get him to shower, so I can breathe properly again and somehow get him drunk. When he is out cold, I will search for my luna again. 

Using force, I walk him to the shower.