Chapter 4: 4. "WHERE PAIN FOUND COMPANY"
There was an odd stillness in the mansion the next morning.
No loud noises, no people buzzing around.
It felt like an old haveli — where everything existed,
except the rhythm of life.
Lyra slowly stepped out of her room.
Her raw silk stole slipped off her shoulder quietly.
Her eyes were swollen, yet the weight of unshed tears still remained.
As she walked downstairs, she noticed something strange…
The staff seemed different.
No one greeted her. No one met her gaze.
Everyone was busy, yet the unnatural silence said everything.
Maybe Raayan had ordered it.
Or maybe their only job was to follow orders — not emotions.
Lyra thought to herself,
"If I'm going to live among these people, I should start doing things myself."
She wasn't hungry, but following a routine was her small attempt at holding on.
She entered the kitchen quietly and picked up an apron.
Just as she opened the fridge, a soft but firm voice called from behind:
"Ma'am, please don't. You're not allowed to use the kitchen."
Lyra froze mid-air. She turned slowly.
The chef bowed his eyes respectfully and said,
"Raayan Sir has forbidden it."
For a moment, she wanted to scream.
But she wasn't that girl anymore.
Not the one who reacted first and thought later.
In a calm but controlled tone, she replied:
"I don't need permission. I just want a normal morning."
And then… Raayan entered.
Dark grey shirt, cuffs rolled up.
Hair slightly messy — like he had just gotten out of bed and run his fingers through it.
His eyes — exactly the same.
Cold… but deeper than the ocean floor.
He walked straight to the chef, without even looking at Lyra, and said:
"Don't say anything to her. Just give her space."
The chef stepped back instantly.
Silence returned to the room — but this time,
there was something different in it.
Like some pain had been silently shared.
Lyra tried to hold back her tears.
"I just want to work," she said — hesitant, but determined.
Raayan slowly turned toward her.
For the first time, he looked her in the eyes — not with anger, not with pity…
just understanding.
As if he knew the kind of pain she hadn't spoken to anyone about.
"If you want to work, do it," he finally said.
"But don't think you need to prove anything.
No one here is judging you."
Lyra blinked in surprise.
Raayan — cold, ruthless — wasn't judging her.
He was just… observing.
And understanding.
He picked up a bowl and sat at the table, calmly stirring his coffee.
"I was homeless once too," he said in a low, steady voice.
"The only difference is… I hid my pain,
and you're not afraid to feel yours."
For a moment, time stopped.
Lyra held a cup, trying to make tea.
But her mind was now on Raayan's words.
Homeless? Raayan?
This strong, powerful, emotionally distant man — was once homeless?
Something shifted inside her.
The girl who had left everything behind…
was now sitting across from a man
who had gained everything and still felt empty.
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POV: Lyra
He didn't look at me — as if respecting my feelings.
He didn't offer sympathy or guilt — just understanding.
I sat across from him. At the same table where yesterday,
I felt like a stranger.
But today… the silence gave me more than familiarity —
it gave me a faint sense of belonging.
Neither of us spoke.
Only the clinking of spoons, the quiet rustle of tea,
and the single ray of sunlight falling on Raayan's hands.
I looked at those hands — strong, composed — but they carried a weight.
Not of physical fatigue,
but a weariness that comes from long-held pain.
"The more I try to understand him,
the more I feel he hides himself from the world," I thought.
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Raayan's Past —Flashback
Something in Raayan's eyes shifted.
An old room… cracked walls, a worn-out table, and a boy — seventeen.
Raayan.
His mother stood at the door, her eyes tired.
"I'm leaving, Raayan. I've left some money for you."
Raayan had simply nodded. He didn't say a word.
But inside, a voice whispered —
"Everyone leaves me eventually."
Since that day… he never expected anything from anyone again.
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Back in the present, Raayan paused his stirring.
"You think I'm cold. Maybe I am.
But when every relationship starts to feel temporary,
emotions stop being gifts — they feel like burdens."
Lyra looked at him — a peaceful kind of calm in her eyes.
"Sometimes… even burdens are needed," she said softly.
"Because if everything becomes too light…
how will the heart ever feel full?"
For the first time, Raayan looked at her — completely.
There was something in his eyes — not hatred.
Maybe respect.
Or a connection without a name.
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Suddenly, a bowl slipped from the edge of the table — Lyra's hand had trembled.
Raayan stood up instantly.
"Are you okay?"
Lyra looked at him, surprised.
For the first time, there was urgency in Raayan's voice — a hidden concern.
"I'm fine," she said — and smiled, for the first time.
Raayan bent to pick up the bowl, quietly disposed of it.
When he returned, he said:
"You smiled…
Maybe this mansion finally earned something today."
Lyra let out a small smile — effortless, honest.
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After breakfast, Lyra walked quietly into the back garden.
The grass was still wet with dew.
A soft breeze touched her face, and for the first time in days… she let herself breathe.
She sat on the old bench beneath the stone arch.
There was a rose blooming nearby — fragile, but alive.
She closed her eyes.
Minutes passed… until she heard footsteps.
Raayan.
He didn't say anything.
He simply walked past her and stopped near the edge, staring at the trees.
Then, after a long pause, he spoke:
"This garden… was my mother's favorite place.
She used to say — if something blooms here,
it means you still have something left to fight for."
Lyra opened her eyes and looked at him.
He wasn't cold in that moment.
Just... real.
"Maybe that rose bloomed for you," she said quietly.
Raayan didn't answer.
But he glanced at her — and for the first time, there was no armor in his eyes.
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POV: Raayan
"You're like me, Lyra…
But the difference is — you cry.
I never did."
He took the last sip of his memories, like bitter coffee, and turned away.
But a part of him… stayed behind on that bench —
where a broken girl had quietly understood his silence
without demanding words.
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That day, the sunlight stayed a little longer in the mansion.
Long enough to reach the corners of a heart that had been locked away.
Raayan pulled the curtains aside,
and as he placed his hand in that light —
he felt it…
He was still alive.
And Lyra —
she was the most unexpected morning
of that life he thought he had lost.
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