Chapter 1: A Death Undone
The end came faster than I'd ever imagined. One moment, I was trudging home from a late-night study session, my backpack slung over one shoulder, the damp chill of the city streets seeping through my worn out sneakers. The next, there was a roar a truck barreling down the wrong lane, headlights blinding me like twin suns. I didn't even have time to scream. Metal met flesh, and the world shattered into a kaleidoscope of pain and darkness. My last thought was absurdly mundane: I never finished that damn novel.
I'd always pictured death as a quiet fade to black, a gentle unraveling into nothing. Instead, it was loud, chaotic, and smelled faintly of blood and roses. My chest heaved, lungs clawing for air that shouldn't exist anymore, and my eyes snapped open to a reality that wasn't mine.
I wasn't on a rain-slicked road, broken and bleeding. I was sprawled across a chaise lounge draped in crimson velvet, its plush surface sinking beneath my weight. The room around me oozed opulence marble floors gleamed under the warm flicker of a dozen candelabras, their golden light dancing across walls adorned with tapestries of serpents and swords. Above, a chandelier loomed, its crystals glinting like frozen tears, casting jagged shadows that twisted and writhed. My head throbbed, a dull ache pulsing behind my eyes, and my hands, these hands felt wrong. I lifted them, staring at fingers that weren't mine: pale, slender, adorned with a silver ring etched with a serpent devouring its own tail. Not the ink-stained, calloused hands of a broke college kid who'd spent too many nights hunched over fantasy novels and instant ramen.
Panic clawed up my throat, hot and suffocating. I bolted upright, the weight of a tailored coat black silk embroidered with silver threads pulling at my shoulders like an anchor. My reflection stared back from a polished mirror across the room, and my breath caught. Black hair swept back like a raven's wing, sharp cheekbones that could cut glass, and eyes the color of storm clouds cold, piercing, and utterly unfamiliar. A face I knew, though. A face I'd cursed a thousand times while flipping pages late into the night, rooting for his downfall.
Damien Valenhardt.
The villain of Crown of Ashes, my favorite fantasy novel. Ruthless, cunning, and doomed to die horribly at the hands of the righteous hero, Aldric Rayne. I'd hated him his arrogance, his cruelty, the way he'd sneered at every chance for redemption only to meet a gruesome end, impaled on Aldric's blade as the empire cheered. I'd stayed up past midnight devouring that scene, smugly satisfied with his fate. And now… I was him.
The room spun, vertigo crashing over me like a wave. This couldn't be real. A dream, a hallucination, maybe I was in a coma, my brain spitting out this twisted fantasy as I lay hooked to machines. But the details were too sharp: the faint creak of the chaise beneath me, the waxy scent of melting candles, the cool draft slipping through a cracked window framed in stained glass. I pressed a hand to my chest Damien's chest and felt a heartbeat, strong and steady, pounding beneath layers of silk and muscle. My heartbeat. His heartbeat. Ours.
"No," I whispered, my voice rough and deeper than I remembered, laced with an aristocratic edge I'd never owned. "This isn't happening."
But it was. The evidence stared back from the mirror, unyielding. I staggered to my feet, the polished boots on Damien's, my feet clicking against the marble. My reflection moved with me, a stranger wearing my consciousness like a ill-fitting mask. I ran a hand through that sleek black hair, half-expecting it to feel like a wig, but it was real, soft and cool against my fingertips. I leaned closer, studying those storm-gray eyes, searching for some trace of the guy I'd been twenty-two, perpetually exhausted, a nobody with big dreams and bigger student loans. Nothing. Just Damien's cold, calculating gaze staring back.
A sharp knock jolted me from my spiraling thoughts. The heavy oak door across the room rattled, and a voice clipped, formal, tinged with deference cut through the silence.
"Lord Valenhardt, the council awaits your presence. Shall I tell them you're… indisposed?"
I froze, my hand still hovering near the mirror. Council? What council? My mind raced, clawing through the fog of panic to dredge up every scrap of Crown of Ashes I could recall. Damien was a duke, a noble with blood on his hands and a reputation that made wolves look tame. Early in the story chapter three, maybe four he'd been summoned to a council meeting at the imperial palace. He'd strode in, all swagger and spite, and insulted the crown prince, Elias, calling him a "pup playing king." It was the first domino in a cascade of disasters: alienating allies, enraging the hero, and setting himself on a collision course with a very public, very messy execution. That meeting was today or rather, now.
My mouth went dry. If I was Damien, and this was that day, then I was standing at the edge of a cliff with no parachute. One wrong step, and I'd tumble into the same fate I'd cheered for back when it was just ink on a page.
"No," I croaked, my voice cracking like a teenager's. I cleared my throat, forcing it lower, smoother, the way I imagined Damien would sound. "I'll be there shortly."
The servant hesitated I could almost hear his confusion through the thick wood before muttering a quick, "As you wish, my lord," and retreating. His footsteps faded down what I assumed was a corridor, leaving me alone with the ticking clock of my own doom. I had minutes, maybe, to figure this out.
I stumbled back to the chaise, sinking onto it as my knees buckled. My hands Damien's hands trembled, and I clenched them into fists, willing the shaking to stop. I wasn't dead, not anymore, but I might as well be if I didn't act fast. I knew the plot. I knew Damien's mistakes his pride, his endless scheming, the way he'd burned every bridge until Aldric had no choice but to cut him down. I could change it. I had to change it. But how? The council was a minefield one misstep, and I'd either piss off the wrong people or look weak enough to invite a knife in the back. Aldric would be there, watching, waiting for an excuse to mark me as his enemy. And Elias sharp, ambitious Elias wouldn't hesitate to exploit any slip.
A sudden warmth pulsed in my chest, sharp and electric, cutting through my spiraling thoughts. I gasped, clutching at the fabric of my shirt fine silk, embroidered with serpents as a faint golden glow flickered beneath my fingers. Words shimmered in the air before my eyes, hovering like a hologram from some sci-fi game I'd never afford:
[System Activated: Path of Divergence]
[Objective: Alter the Fate of Damien Valenhardt]
[Reward: Power Beyond the Script]
The glow faded as quickly as it had come, leaving me staring at the empty air, my pulse racing. A system? Some kind of ability tied to changing the story? My mind reeled, grasping at the implications. Was this why I was here? A cosmic cheat code to rewrite Damien's fate? I didn't have time to process it not now. The council was waiting, and every second I delayed was another step toward the chopping block.
I stood, smoothing my expression into something cold and controlled, the way I imagined Damien would carry himself. If I was stuck in this world, I'd play the part at least until I figured out how to survive. But I wouldn't be the villain they expected. Not entirely. I'd seen how that ended: a sword through the chest, a crowd roaring approval, and a legacy of ash. No thanks. I'd write my own story, even if I had to claw it out of this one line by line.
The door loomed ahead, its dark wood carved with serpents that seemed to writhe in the candlelight a threshold between the life I'd stumbled into and the death I refused to meet. I took a deep breath, the air tasting of wax and dust, and pushed it open.
The corridor beyond was a tunnel of shadows and torchlight, its stone walls lined with portraits of stern-faced nobles who looked ready to judge me. At its end, voices murmured low, urgent, the sound of power being weighed and wielded. I straightened, letting Damien's coat settle around me like armor, and stepped forward.
Aldric was waiting. I could feel it, a prickle at the back of my neck that had nothing to do with the draft. The hero I'd once admired, now my executioner if I let him be. I wouldn't. Not this time.
The game was on.