Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas

"... I wanted to be alone for a moment and sort out my emotions, that's why I asked you to leave. I really didn't mean anything more by it, honest"

So, I told them how I felt and how I viewed their efforts. It also made them feel conflicted that they didn't know what the next step to take was, so they glanced at each other, wondering who had a way to tackle this situation.

"Then, should we leave?" Seo-Jun suddenly spoke up, his question directed at me. "Is that what you truly want? To be alone right now?"

I nodded.

"Will that help you clear your mind?" He added.

"I wish it does." I said to him. "If I'm alone, I might be able to sort out the hectic and conflicting thoughts I'm having right now."

"Hm, in that case, we'll leave." He spoke on behalf of all of them. "But if thinking doesn't help you," he suddenly started walking closer. "If it starts hurting your head then relax. Let it go. Or better still, write them all down and sort them out slowly. This time, I promise not to take a peek." He winked, kissed the top of my head, and then headed out.

I was surprised. Not by the kiss he planted on my head, but by how he promised not to take a peek at my diary if I were to write down in it right now.

To be honest, I don't trust his words. You know what killed the cat? Curiosity.

And that aside, after knowing they had read my most embarrassing and dirty desires, I kind of... Wish they could read the rest of it and get to know me better since I won't be able to voice it.

Was that too much?

Was I being selfish?

It's not like it would be against them. I'm sure they would jump at the opportunity to actually read my diary.

They would and... They'd see my insides before I got to strip myself bare.

I curled my lips, twisting lightly, and I bit down on them.

I felt sensual all of a sudden.

"You guys shouldn't forget to have dinner," I said as Seo-Jun reached the door. "You can't skip dinner because of me and... Next time you want to read my diary, please let me know. I..." I threw my face away, my ears and face turning red as a tomato. "I'll decide whether to give it to you or not."

Okay, this was me saying that I wasn't completely against having them read my diary.

It was embarrassing, and I wondered how they would react to it, but then I took a peek, and I saw a rather unfamiliar expression on their faces.

Their hearts were thumping in excitement, and though they tried to hide it, the look in their eyes and the little flush appearing on either their cheek or ear gave them away.

Was reading my diary that thrilling?

"I'll definitely take you up on that offer." Seo-Jun said, grinning.

I knew it. He wouldn't easily pass on the opportunity to see through me.

"Hyung, do you mean it?" Min-Cheol asked but I was too shy to nod.

"Then does this mean I can keep a copy of your diary I snapped?" Jin-Yeok asked, his eyes brimming mischievously. "I originally planned to delete it but if it's okay with you..."

I gulped.

They had already read it so it wouldn't be too much to leave it with them.

Slowly, I nodded and his excited grin grew.

"You're the best, Hwang Jo-Pil," he said.

"B-but, share it with the rest." I managed to say.

It wouldn't be fair if he were the only one with a copy, and he smirked.

"Sure." He walked towards me, kissed my right cheek, and whispered. "Anything for you,"

His voice, like always, sent shivers down my spine, and my body trembled.

"We'll leave now, Jo-Pil." Ki-hoon said, also going for a kiss but he took my lips. A light peck.

"Bye, Hyung," Min-Cheol took the part that was hers to be acquired and kissed my left cheek. "Sleep well."

I watched them leave and then closed my door. I was grateful that they left on time because if they stayed any longer, then I wouldn't have been able to hide my hard-on.

Yes, that was right.

I got hard somewhere along the middle of our parting conversation and it got even worse when Jin-Yeok whispered in my ear.

I was out of control, I tell you.

I quickly went to the bathroom to take care of it.

The lingering scent of my master's that remained after they kissed every part of my face.

With their scent, the sound of their voices and the sensation they gave me, I was able to cum quickly but I didn't go limp yet.

The fact that the scent of my masters still lingered triggered my arousal even more, and I kept stroking, imagining the sensation of their hands on my body, roaming through while trying to discover my most sensitive parts.

I had the hem of my shirt in my mouth, soaking in my saliva, and while my left hand was busy stroking my dick, my right hand was exploring my chest, pinching my nipples as I tried to replay the way my masters, Ki-hoon and Jin-Yeok, used to do it.

I wanted to feel that sensation on my nipples again but even if it felt good, it was never as good as the way they did it.

It was lacking but I still got a good feel of it and was able to cum for the second time.

I panted heavily as I stumbled, my legs giving in from the pleasure.

Just what was I doing right now?

It wasn't like I was a teenager going through puberty so why?

I covered my face, concerned that I was missing something valuable. An important information.

But no matter how much I tried to think about it, it escaped me, as if it were knowingly evading me.

I felt like it was something so simple and common, something I shouldn't forget, something I couldn't afford to forget, and yet... It was so elusive like it never existed.

Just what was it? What was making me so horny all the time?

I needed answers.

(Sorry, but the answer will come find you. The world doesn't want you to mess up the process so just bear with it.)