MTLNOVEL Chapter 235: You said you have a lot to make up for
I stayed silent, blinking my eyes as I realized that I had indeed done Seo-Jun wrong from the beginning.
All my masters came on to me with their own selfish interest from the start, but I was able to turn the tide quietly and quickly, but I didn't even give Seo-Jun a single chance.
I treated him so badly.
Thinking about it from his perspective, he must've felt completely confused, lost, and left out.
What have I done?
I just assumed he wouldn't be able to change, no matter what I did, and didn't even try to change him. Yet he still managed to change without me doing anything.
This proved that he could've changed from the start and we could've avoided all that uncertainty drama.
To be honest, it seems I vented out on him because I didn't get to vent out on the others for the frustration I felt from my last life.
"It seems I've been the villain here and I have a lot to make up for." I mumbled but he pinched my chin and lifted my gaze to meet his.
He wasn't upset.
Though it did seem like he was mad at the fact that he didn't get as much attention as the others, he had let it go and was planning to focus on what was in front of him.
"I'm not a monster, but I could be the devil if I wanted to." He said. "And right now, I want to be the devil so bad because there's a pretty angel in front of me."
Gosh, where did he pick that line up from?
"Can I do that?" His grip on my waist tightened. "I'm craving your attention so much that it's driving me crazy. What do I need to do to catch your attention, dear angel?"
My heart wouldn't stop thumping. Stop thumping, please.
He's going to catch on.
I feel so excited, and it's not because I'm turned on by talks of angel and devil kind of thing, but it's the way he talks. The way he curls his lips and traces his eyes from my eyes to my lips and then my neck.
He was using his eyes to strip me bare and I could feel it at the tip of my skin.
I have to say something right about now. Anything will do.
Here I go.
"Y-you said you felt angry that I was acting biased? What about now?" I asked. This was the only thing I could think about at the moment with my head in a fog and my fingers digging deep into his shoulder.
"Thanks to the past few days when you didn't act biased, I've forgotten about it. But I still wish I could freely do what the others do with you, and add a little bit of color," he moved closer and bruised his face in my neck, causing me to flinch from sensitivity. "Because everyone is on my neck and doesn't trust me, I can't act careless towards you. I need your permission, apparently but the others can kiss you and hold you as much as they want." He turned his head and watched as my face contorted uncontrollably. "It makes me so jealous."
Yes, yes, I understand you're jealous but you don't have to say this while we're in this situation. I... I'm very sensitive this period, but I can't tell him that and give him a hint that will lead him to guess that my heat is coming.
He can easily catch such a detail.
Seo-Jun noticed how I was squirming and then grinned.
"You said you have a lot to make up for,"
Ah, me and my big mouth.
"But I don't want you to keep feeling like you're in some sort of debt because you just paid up the last one," he said, his eyes trailing to the book on the floor. "So, why don't we do this?"
I don't know what he has in mind but let's just see.
It couldn't be anything harmful, right?
He took out his tie and then said,
"Now, don't panic. I just want to try a little experiment. I need to know how you react to this." He pressed my body against his and then tied my hands behind my back.
It felt a little uncomfortable but... It wasn't all that bad.
"How is it?" He asked and I shook my head.
"It's fine."
"Does it hurt?" He asked but once again, I shook my head.
"No."
He didn't tie it too tight and didn't twist my hands in a way that would bring me discomfort. He even made a bow when tying the tie to make it look cute.
I could see he was a professional.
"Then, this," he said, and suddenly took out something from his pocket, lifting my body a bit and covering my eyes.
I gulped.
Okay, this was going against my imagination.
Why the hell did he have a sleeping mask in his pocket?
With my hands bound behind me and my eyes covered, I started feeling weird. I felt anything could happen to me in that moment and I would moan without meaning to.
Had this kind of play ever excited me before? I don't know. Whenever I thought about it, it was always scary, since Seo-Jun would be the one doing it but now... Hah, why am I trembling from excitement?
He has to gag my mouth while he's at it, so I don't give myself away and moan, but he didn't. He didn't gag my mouth and instead watched my reaction.
I couldn't see but I could feel his eyes on me, scanning me like a reptile waiting to take a huge bite on the hamster in front of him.
"I said I wanted to be the devil," he suddenly whispered in my ear, his fingers roaming through the back of my hair. "And right now, I've succeeded in binding the angel. What should I do next? I hope the pretty angel isn't scared."
That was a question that I had to answer.
"N-no," I stuttered.
I felt aroused, not gonna lie.
The reason I was going ahead with this wasn't just because of the so-called debt and my words saying I wanted to make up for the way I treated him so far, but it was because I wanted to see if I could accommodate his sexual tendency somehow.
And as it seemed, it looked like this was the extent I could take.
I could probably take a spanking but let's not talk about that right now.
Because right now... This predator was about to eat me whole.
"Right now..." I said, my breath itching and my pants getting heavier as I became somewhat needy. "... Kiss me." I dared to say and Seo-Jun, who was taken aback, stared in shock. "Will you kiss me, master? I... I want to kiss you."