Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas

"Will you kiss me, master? I... I want to kiss you."

I never thought I would make such a demand to Seo-Jun of all people. It felt shameless. It made me feel like I had stripped myself bare and let him see my insides completely, devour my secrets, and take note of all my hiding spots.

He... Had seen all of me with that simple request, that was what I felt.

Seo-Jun was also taken aback by how I asked for a kiss like I was some needy bitch. Ahem, language.

"Are you serious right now?" He asked, his hand leaving my waist and then I felt it on my face, gently caressing and stroking the lines of my chin and my neck. "Is it because you're blindfolded? You didn't forget who's in front of you, did you? Seo-Jun, the bastard, that's who."

It was as if Seo-Jun needed some sort of validation before he made a move. He wanted me to say it with my own mouth that it didn't matter if it was him and that it was his lips I craved for at the moment.

Of course, it would be very embarrassing to say such lines to his face on any other day, but not today.

Maybe it was because my eyes were covered that I had this blind boldness, feeling I could avoid facing the consequences and avoid taking responsibility thereafter.

I knew I wouldn't see the kind of expression he would have afterwards so that made me even more confident with the nonsense that was going to spill out of my mouth.

I probably didn't care since I wouldn't be able to see his expression, if it was that of disappointment, excitement, or enjoyment.

Though I wished I could see it because if my words make him excited, then that would add to my excitement.

But of course, seeing the expression on his face wasn't the only way to know if my words excited him.

"Master," I called but then decided to switch things up a bit. I had never called him by name and always called him Master, a name he was probably used to and was called a lot during his sexual plays.

So maybe... Just maybe... He would get excited from hearing his name upfront.

"Seo-Jun," I called and I felt his body flinch. "Right now, I want you to kiss me. If you don't want to, of course I know that's not possible, but if you don't think you can do that then take it as me giving you the first reward for taking first place in the basketball comp--hmph!"

I hadn't even finished speaking and he had already seized my breath and sealed my lips with his.

He couldn't wait.

Getting the go-ahead was enough for him to go wild.

He kissed vigorously and at the same time, cautiously so that he wouldn't cause me any form of discomfort.

Ah, this man was an expert. He was definitely a veteran in the lip works.

The way he moved his lips and twirled his tongue, carrying me along so that I wouldn't fall behind his pace... I could feel so many things from the kiss.

He was sincere and careful. He was hungry for more. He was reluctant. He was excited and he was crazy.

With one hand positioned at the back of my head so I wouldn't escape whenever I wanted to and the other hand holding tightly onto my tied hands, he devoured me.

(Ah, I think I got braindead at this point cause my brain immediately shut down here, I'm not joking. I couldn't think of what to write next. I need help. I need to complete this chapter!!!!! Let me take in a few deep breaths and then think again.)

Hah, this was driving me crazy. He wasn't moving his hands or lips over my body and was just focused on my lips but yet it felt so frustrating.

It felt as if he was stimulating my entire body but he wasn't even doing anything.

I felt my nipples twitch inside my shirt. No, they itched. I wanted to touch them. No, not me. I wanted him to touch them, as well as the rest of my body.

And most especially, down there. My dick was ready to explode any moment with impatience.

Seo-Jun finally ended the kiss and looked at me, breathing heavily with my mouth open and traces of saliva left on the corners of my lips, and then at my twitching body.

He saw what he had done to me and I could say he was pleased.

His lips crinkled up as if he was trying to stop himself from smiling but it failed and it curled up completely.

"I see." He said. "You're releasing a lot of pheromones, Jo-Pil." he moved towards my neck and sniffed in the Pheromones I was unaware of. "It smells so good." He muffled.

Ah, this made my entire body quiver.

Such

"Tell me, Jo-Pil, did I make you feel good?" He asked. "Is that why you're releasing such delicious pheromones?"

I gulped. What do I tell him? Yes, he made me feel so good that I released the Pheromones for him. It made me feel awkward.

"You won't answer?" He pressed his nose deeper into my neck and then started tracing kisses up to my chin, nibbling on my chin, and then grinned. "Why won't you say anything? I didn't hurt you, did I?"

I shook my head but my body kept trembling.

His hands were still holding my hands that were tied behind me and though it looked like he was holding me tightly, his grip wasn't that tight. He didn't want to leave a single print on my body.

He was very careful.

I wanted to look at him. I wanted to see the expression on his face. I wanted to see the desire burning in his eyes but at the same time, I was grateful my eyes were covered.

Even if I was like this now, I was still aware of the kind of desires Seo-Jun entertained and how he liked his partner tamed.

I was scared that I would see the depth of what he wants and once that reality hit me, I would run away.

So far, he was doing his best not to hurt me, disregarding his own desire.

I shouldn't provoke the beast.

"I said I wouldn't hurt you and I tend to keep my promise." He said and kissed my cheek, but then paused as if he had just recalled something unpleasant. Still, the smile stayed on his lips.

I didn't see all this because I was still trying to recollect my muddled thoughts and somehow bring down my erection.

"Then, let me ask one more question."

Does he want to ask if he could move further?

Of course, I would let him go further since the others got a chance like that but then again, I have to think deeply about it. What if he wanted to go beyond tying my hands and blindfolding me?

I just can't help but think that far.

(Okay, so whole Jo-Pil wants to give Seo-Jun all the chances he can give him, his subconsciousness can't help but be biased. Okay, maybe not biased but he was extremely cautious about Seo-Jun's 'likes' and would not want to end up walking into something he can't handle with his own two feet. I hope you guys understand him and not say stuff like, he's being biased. Knowing the kind of thing Seo-Jun is into and giving him a chance to touch him and do whatever should tell you that he's finally giving Seo-Jun all the cards to play with but was keeping the ace just in case it gets to a point he can't handle and needs to stop)

"You've kissed the others, right?" Seo-Jun suddenly asked a question I didn't expect, so I was taken aback. "Is that a yes or no?"

"Um, y-yes." Why was I stuttering?

I needed to calm down and not get disoriented.

"Then, among the four of us, which of us kissed better?" He asked and I immediately flinched.

What?

Why was he asking such a question?

It was as if he wanted to know if he was the best. I mean, he was definitely the best when it came to kissing but... Why do I feel like I'd be falling into a trap if I answered this question honestly?

I gulped.

He still hadn't released my hand and had his second hand roaming my neck.

I gulped once again.

The way he kept circling around my neck made me feel like he was going to suddenly strangle me.

"I..." I needed to say something.

Okay, Jo-Pil. You can do this. You've gone through this before. You just have to handle the issue in an unbiased way so that if it gets out and the other masters hear of it, a war of affection won't break out.

But as I was about to speak, Seo-Jun suddenly added,

"Please be honest with me." He said, dropping his head on my chest like a sorry child and I flinched. "I just need your honesty, Jo-Pil. Not... Many people are honest with me. They just tell me what I want to hear and not the truth. So," he raised his head from my chest and smiled sadly at me. "I would really appreciate it if you're honest with me."

At that moment, the sleeping mask slipped from my eyes and I saw it. The sad smile on his face and the lonely look in his eyes made it impossible for me not to pity him as a person.

He looked like he was going through a lot and was living in this harsh world with the mentality he had built up this far. A mentality that others do not approve of.

But... It was this mentality that helped him keep most of his demons locked up completely.

Seeing him like that, just how could I afford to lie to him? He wanted honesty.

Honesty that I... Couldn't afford to give.

What should I do?