Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas

Seo-Jun was a lunatic, no doubt about that.

But he was a handsome lunatic.

"Jo-Pil getting jealous because of me made me excited." He said, and I could see that excitement in his eyes and on his face. "But then I noticed your mood and didn't want to make light of your jealousy so I held it in."

He leaned closer and my instincts told me to lean back, which I did.

Danger zone, approaching.

"I'm sorry if you feel jealous," he said,

So, the reason why he looked hesitant to answer me then was because he was scared of spiraling out of control and saying things that would make me feel even shittier.

Like go into details about the things he did with Ha-Joon till my face and entire body were twisted.

Then, did this mean he was a good man? My standard of good was complex, you know.

"Anyway, yes, it's true I've had sex with Ha-Joon a couple of times." He said, not even holding back. "I've also had sex with a couple of others."

You mean like a lot, right?

Why did it feel like he was saying all this to piss me off?

Or was he just trying to rile me up even more cause he found out I was jealous?

"But that's not what's important right now." He said, his eyes glinting nonstop. Jeez, he was very excited. Was this okay? "The fact remains that you were jealous and that's that. But I want to know so badly," He leaned even closer, and it felt like he would kiss me if he got any closer. "What were you jealous about?"

I went silent. Where do I begin? I didn't even know why I was jealous in specific so how do I answer that?

"And I was curious how you could easily tell that I had fucked Ha-Joon. We didn't give out any signs, did we?"

No, you gave out quite a lot of signs, alright. There's no way you'd be so friendly with an Omega and not have banged them.

You've even turned a male Beta into a sex slave so who can stop you from putting an Omega under your mercy?

"The signs were pretty obvious." I muttered and he peered closer.

"Hm? Signs like what?"

"You look like you've known each other for a while and he wouldn't stop blushing. It was clear he liked you. Or rather, he liked what you gave him." I slightly raised my gaze and met his eyes.

Maybe I was saying too much.

"He was an Omega."

But I couldn't stop talking for some reason.

"And you were an Alpha who, according to you, isn't a very nice guy. You wouldn't make a pass at taming him, would you?" My eyes were slanted and I darted them away from his.

This felt so much like an interrogation and the one doing the interrogation was me, who happened to be answering the questions asked, and the one being interrogated was Seo-Jun, who was asking the questions.

While they seemed a bit confusing, it was pretty simple.

Seo-Jun was excited and wanted to know the reason why I was jealous so he was asking the questions. I was answering them, but at the same time, trying to confirm if my suspicions were correct with what I already knew.

I was trying to get more answers from him than he'd get from me.

In any case, it was a win-win interrogation session.

"Jo-Pil, does this mean you don't know exactly what I did with Ha-Joon?"

Hm, I know alright but I won't tell him that.

If I explain further and talk about the mark ok Ha-Joon's neck. I would seem suspicious.

I was a virgin, so how in the world did I know what a collar mark looked like?

"No, I don't." I said.

"Ah, that'd right. I promised not to hurt you and I plan to stick to that."

For a moment, he had been too excited that I was sure he imagined how I would look tied up underneath him, but then he remembered his conviction and how he didn't want to hurt me, so he quickly snapped out of it.

"This won't do." He mumbled and started fidgeting with his fingers. "I need to snap out of it. I need to..."

"Are you okay?" I asked, despite knowing he wasn't okay.

But he looked completely out of it.

Was it this hard to suppress his sadistic urges?

"I haven't had sex in a while." He said. "And I think I'm reaching my limit." It felt like he was saying this to me but he might as well be mumbling this to himself.

I gulped.

What does reaching his limits mean at this point?

He won't try to force himself on me, would he?

"Jo-Pil," he called and I flinched. "You didn't tell me exactly why you were jealous." He said and I looked away.

So, he still wanted a direct answer.

Let me think. Why exactly was I jealous?

I think I had said the reason somewhere along the line while I watched them laugh and act all nice together in the book shop.

What was it again?

Hm, I think I got it.

"It's because I know my master doesn't solely belong to me and can never solely belong to me." I said. "And because of that, it seems I have to share him with so many others. But because I can't exactly quench the wild thirst my master has, I have no choice but to accept it. That's why I felt so shitty when I was jealous."

Yeah, that was it.

I didn't want to share but I had no choice but to share.

My other masters were mine alone. I knew that for a fact because they weren't so hung up on sex that they would pick up girls and Omegas outside on numerous occasions, but for someone like Seo-Jun, who couldn't do without sex, he just wouldn't be mine alone.

"So you were jealous because you felt I wouldn't be yours alone?" He asked.

Yeah, that's what I just said.

I nodded my head.

"I'm sorry that I can't satisfy you, master." I said, my fists clenched on my thighs and my lips pressed together.

Yeah, let's not be greedy. Since I can't give Seo-Jun exactly what he wants, u shouldn't deprive him of getting it outside.

I had already come to terms with this but then I felt something was wrong. I opened my eyes and found Seo-Jun kneeling in front of me. He spread my legs wide, just so he could have enough space, and then said,

"It's fine. If you think about me this much then I can only respond to your sincerity in kind."

Wait, what was he talking about? And what was he doing between my legs?

"I promised I wouldn't hurt you. I would try my best and in return, I would try to earn as much of your trust as I can, so... If knowing of my habit of sleeping around hurts you then I, I just might st--"

I covered his mouth right away, cutting his word short and stopping him from saying anything else.