Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas

In other words, that Omega was into BDSM, and it just so happens that he's on talking terms with one such sadist.

Even if he wasn't the one who made that mark on Ha-Joon's neck, it was still a given that he might've laid his hands on him once or twice in the past because there was no way he wouldn't have noticed such an Omega and let him go.

Ah, my jealousy was reaching its peak and I couldn't control it.

"Hey, is something the matter?" Seo-Jun asked, with such a caring tone that I pursed my lips with regret, but I could even lie that I was fine.

I gritted my teeth, clenched my fists, and shut my eyes.

Somehow, I wished I could unsee what I saw and pretend I had never noticed Ha-Joon but...

"You don't look so good." Seo-Jun said, leaning closer to look at my disgruntled and slightly disgusted expression.

He frowned.

"What's the matter?"

Does he really not know, or does he just want to play dumb?

I know he has no obligation to tell me anything, and anything he does with his life is his, but... I can't stop the biting feeling in my chest.

I just can't deal with it.

This might very well be the first time I'm experiencing jealousy and it's one heck of a stingy and nasty feeling.

My chest hurts. My brain hurts and even my eyes hurt.

I want to forget but I can't. And because I can't, I have no choice but to confront it.

"Tell me something, Master." I said and then raised my head. "Have you... Slept with Ha-Joon?"

He paused and I could feel a certain reluctance in his appearance.

Ah, I didn't even need to hear his answer.

If he hadn't slept with him, he wouldn't hesitate this much, would he?

I sighed.

"Phew, I got that out of my chest." But it did not make me feel better. "Let's get going now, master."

The fact that we could see just about any decent-looking person in the places he used to frequent and know that he had banged them a couple of times made me feel so unsettled.

So, if he was going to make us go to some other place he was familiar with then I'd rather we just go home.

But instead of that, let's just do something else.

"Let's go watch a movie." I suddenly suggested.

The last time we went to watch a movie, things weren't exactly great, but things aren't great this time, either, so we can only cope.

Seo-Jun could not say anything to me. He looked at me and I couldn't even tell if it was guilt I saw on his face because he said no words and just watched me.

Was I too harsh?

But I asked a simple question and the likes of him would rather brag than deny his accomplishments.

What a guy.

And just like that, the mood that had been so good for a while was ruined because I met someone Seo-Jun had banged in the past. Or still in touch with.

I'm pretty sure he's been banging a lot of people even after meeting me but what do I care? I'm just his slave.

Now, that hurts.

I feel even more shitty right now.

Gosh, I want to cry.

Maybe if I cry, I'll feel much better.

No, let's not do that.

"Do you really want to watch a movie?" He asked and I nodded. "Then, I'll pick the movie."

Hm, he wasn't going to pick a strictly R18 movie, was he?

Well, whatever. It's not like I don't read books that are strictly R18.

"Yeah, sure."

He reached for my hand but then paused, as if he would get hit if he came in contact with me but nevertheless, grabbed my hand.

He couldn't let this situation result in something that would put me in danger.

"Let's go."

We arrived at the theater and I waited with the popcorn and Coke while he bought the tickets for an immediate movie.

In honesty, I didn't care what movie he picked. I might not even be able to watch it since I might be too busy thinking of my life and the shitty feeling that was taking over me.

"I got it." Seo-Jun said and held my hand again, leading me to the hall where we would watch our movie.

Since then, he didn't meet my eyes and while I did feel his eyes on me in the cab and even when we were getting down, he did not say a word and did not try to get my attention either.

What was he thinking?

What was going through his mind?

Was he upset that I questioned him?

Or was he just trying to get this over with because he couldn't put up an act any longer?

Yes, I couldn't help but wonder if it was an act all along and I had been deceived.

I'm just that dumb and restless, I know. I can turn on my own belief and resolve the moment doubt creeps into my heart.

I was pathetic.

Anyway, what movie did he pick? Was it really an R18 movie?

I didn't know and I wasn't planning to ask because I didn't want to talk to him yet.

Not until my heart was settled.

It would die down eventually. I mean, I had gone through worse.

I already knew the kind of man he was before I told him I would try to trust him.

I knew the kind of things he did before I told him to take care of me.

So, there's no point getting mad and upset over things I already know. But the human heart is fickle, so I just need a moment to feel at ease, and everything will be back to normal.

We were seated and I noticed there wasn't anyone else in the movie theater when the lights went off completely and the movie started.

So, it was just us watching the movie, huh?

I hope it ends soon.

I started watching, aiming to know what kind of movie it was, and during the first hour of the movie, I felt dumb. I couldn't understand what they were saying at all.

Maybe it was because it was an English movie and I was not very proficient in English. Also, where the hell were the freaking subtitles?

Jeez, when was this going to end?

As if reading my mind, Seo-Jun suddenly said,

"It's a three-hour movie."

This was the first thing he said to me since he said he was going to pick the movie.

And then he turned around to meet my eyes.

"I picked it so we could have enough time to talk."

Even in the dark theater, I seemed to see his eyes very clearly. They glowed like rubies with the reflections of the bright screen in front of us and I... I gulped.

"When you asked if I had slept with Ha-Joon, do you know the first thing that came to my mind?" He asked.

How would I know? I'm not a mind reader.

"I was excited." He suddenly said and then took off his nose mask completely, dropping his hat on the other chair.

Was he crazy? You're telling me he was excited the whole time while I was feeling like shit?

"And that's because I thought, 'Ah, Jo-Pil was jealous.' I didn't know why or how it happened, but it was a fact that you were jealous, and that made me think you held far more interest in me than I imagined. That's why I was so excited."